I think the way I talk about people on here and the way I actually feel is exaggerated at some point through the translation. The way I act...isn't a way of pushing people away. The way I feel about people is often true, but it doesn't effect what I actually do or how I communicate with others.
And in that case, those many people are actually few, but they make such an impact on the way I think my brain makes a bigger deal of them then they really are.
I know the way I said the thing about Coco needing me, but I think I wrote that the wrong way. I don't exactly write them off, a matter a fact the people I'm sitting with at lunch so far this year, aren't exactly my group of people. One of them is a band kid, which I actually like. The other two are band kids, and I don't mind either of them. And then there's about 4 freshman, although the table is crowded and we've told them to move, they do not move.
Although I'm not mean to freshman. I didn't get shit last year when I was a freshman, and neither did anyone of the other kids in my grade. I for one am not going to be one of those dicks going around, but some other kids obviously will. I hate people in groups though, and there is really only one group I hate. The kids who don't care about anything, do drugs, and fuck around is class. The kids that sit there and tell the teacher that they aren't doing anything no matter what the teacher says.
Other than that I'm a lot more lenient then I seem to say I am. As for Coco being nice to me...isn't that what he was supposed to do when he trolls people the way he does? Isn't that his gameplan? Be nice and act like your their friend, and then get them to say stupid shit to the rest of the forum in the process...which is probably what I'm doing right now.
As for the rep, it's not really the number or the amount. It's the though of it. If I make some non spam post that I worked really hard on, proving why I think John Cena should be WWE champion, and then some ass red reps me saying "cena sux" that's what gets me. I could care less that some numbers are taken away, it's just the way they used it.
I honestly don't red rep often. I know it's used to tell someone you disagree with their post, but I don't use it often. I use it when someone either red repped me, or when someone did something, really...really offensive. It really depends on the situation, like Coco using my father in this thread. I wouldn't red rep that, although I think that was very low, and very desperate, I wouldn't red rep it.
To Coco's post though. I just want to know why...OK I'm annoying...you don't like me and you think I'm an idiot. You don't like my views on things, and you think I'm just some teenage brat. OK, but I'm a teenage brat with a keyboard, and it's going to happen to matter what. Something I've tried to say before though, arguing with me, or beating me in some huge multi quote flame war...doesn't really make you look that good.
That'd be like me beating the shit out of a 6 year old. I'm older and I'm stronger, obviously I can win...so what would that prove?
And in that case, those many people are actually few, but they make such an impact on the way I think my brain makes a bigger deal of them then they really are.
I know the way I said the thing about Coco needing me, but I think I wrote that the wrong way. I don't exactly write them off, a matter a fact the people I'm sitting with at lunch so far this year, aren't exactly my group of people. One of them is a band kid, which I actually like. The other two are band kids, and I don't mind either of them. And then there's about 4 freshman, although the table is crowded and we've told them to move, they do not move.
Although I'm not mean to freshman. I didn't get shit last year when I was a freshman, and neither did anyone of the other kids in my grade. I for one am not going to be one of those dicks going around, but some other kids obviously will. I hate people in groups though, and there is really only one group I hate. The kids who don't care about anything, do drugs, and fuck around is class. The kids that sit there and tell the teacher that they aren't doing anything no matter what the teacher says.
Other than that I'm a lot more lenient then I seem to say I am. As for Coco being nice to me...isn't that what he was supposed to do when he trolls people the way he does? Isn't that his gameplan? Be nice and act like your their friend, and then get them to say stupid shit to the rest of the forum in the process...which is probably what I'm doing right now.
As for the rep, it's not really the number or the amount. It's the though of it. If I make some non spam post that I worked really hard on, proving why I think John Cena should be WWE champion, and then some ass red reps me saying "cena sux" that's what gets me. I could care less that some numbers are taken away, it's just the way they used it.
I honestly don't red rep often. I know it's used to tell someone you disagree with their post, but I don't use it often. I use it when someone either red repped me, or when someone did something, really...really offensive. It really depends on the situation, like Coco using my father in this thread. I wouldn't red rep that, although I think that was very low, and very desperate, I wouldn't red rep it.
To Coco's post though. I just want to know why...OK I'm annoying...you don't like me and you think I'm an idiot. You don't like my views on things, and you think I'm just some teenage brat. OK, but I'm a teenage brat with a keyboard, and it's going to happen to matter what. Something I've tried to say before though, arguing with me, or beating me in some huge multi quote flame war...doesn't really make you look that good.
That'd be like me beating the shit out of a 6 year old. I'm older and I'm stronger, obviously I can win...so what would that prove?