William Fitzsimmons: I Don't Feel It Anymore
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Hold On
This Will Hurt More Then Anything Has Before
And so begins William Fitzsimmons hauntingly beautiful track, I Don't Feel It Anymore. It's ironic, the people we meet in life, and don't realize who they are until a much later date. I was recently reading a book by one of my favorite authors, and he had this blurb from Fitzsimmons song on the inside front of his book, as a prologue of sorts. I found the song, and immediately fell in love with it. Where Fitzsimmons succeeds on the track is in his ability to lay out tracks of an immensely personal nature, filled with pain, and still find beauty in it.
As for my connection to Fitzsimmons? Well, he worked in my field as a mental health therapist before he became a recording artist, and we were at the same college at the same time. I only met him once- he was a graduate student- I an undergrad, albeit a senior. We talked about music and life, and it turned out it was no chance encounter. I had decided to go to another school for my graduate studies, and Fitzsimmons was sent by one of my professors, who knew I loved music, to try and convince me to stay. The problem was, I had no idea who he was, and didn't until he told he about his music. I was intrigued, but that was hardly enough to get me to stay.
Years later, the guy has made it pretty big, as he's had songs played on NCIS, CSI, and Grey's Anatomy. It was other songs, but this one is a personal favorite. And it's pretty cool to be able to say I knew him once, and went to the same school as he.
Great song too.