Just a year ago, when my family had to move, I wanted to move to a diffrent school. My friends all abandond me, I sat fucking alone at lunch the rest of the year.
I wanted to get a new start and move to another school, where people wouldn't judge me because of actions I made in the past. I was disgusting, I only took like..3 showers a week, at most. I never brushed my teeth. This year, I take a shower every day, I brush me teeth everyday. I found new friends, I sat with them (kinda a funny story, I wrote an toast to hitler for my verbal class, but my teacher didn't allow it, this toast was actulley more comedic, not serious, and I showed a..sorta friend of mine, and he asked me to sit with him there. He doesn't sit at the table anymore, but I became close friends with the 3 kids that sit there.
Unfortunetly I still couldn't get that fresh start, kids still insult and tell me to take a shower, which really pisses me off, because it's like they don't even look at my hair (which actulley looks really nice now, it's sort of long, and very epic, like a shampoo comercial.), but I still want that fresh start that I'm looking for.
