Sorry LGBT Community/ Am I Bi?

[SHAGAMANIA 3:16]

I am struggling with my sexuality, I think I may be Bi.

When I was 12, I had a friend I really liked, I got weird boners around, I ignored them, he never saw them and we never engaged in homosexual activity.

One day when I was 13, I don't why but I was home alone and was watching Cyber Sunday 2006, during the main event, I don't why... I started jerking off. I never thought about it today these are things nobody knows about.

I have had thoughts about guys like Bradley Cooper and Hugh Jackman sometimes when I jerk off sometimes muscular guys and dicks pop up in my head.
I've never watched gay porn but have stumbled on some solo man and bi sexual act imagines by accident.

One day when I was 16 my friend came to stay for the night, we began discussing about girls, both of us haven't had girlfriends in years.
He had a short relationship during grade 7 but I haven't one since I was 7. We watched a bit of porn together then we discussed about what a blow job would feel like.
He proceeds to ask me if we should give each other blow jobs and pretend it's a girl doing it to each other, he saids that this will be a secret and we would tell nobody about it.
I am shocked that he would propose such a thing , he doesn't seem to be joking at all. I am thinking about what the fuck he just said and confusingly said 'Ah, no that would be gay, are you joking?, you are joking right?"
He saids he is but I am not convinced he was and we never talk about it again. In my mind I thought I wouldn't mind doing it since it is pretend but I was scared he could of been duping me.

 

[Coco]

Let's put this on hold till Yaz accepts your apology.

 

[smizzy]

Thanks Obama

Edit: Hold on, so you fondled yourself to a triple threat match between Cena, Booker T, and Big Show? We're dealing with something extra peculiar here..

 

[Navi]

Let's put this on hold till Yaz accepts your apology.

I second this.

 

[Coco]

Phenom is lurking in a thread about a sexually-confused minor.

All is right in the world.

 

[SSJPhenom]

Apparently history does repeat itself.

All we need now is for some jackass to come in here and talk about how bisexuality doesn't really exist. Don't worry, it'll happen.

 

[Coco]

I find the odds of that increase when you bring the topic up with a full-blown, bonafide homosexual.

 

[SSJPhenom]

Phenom is lurking in a thread about a sexually-confused minor.

All is right in the world.

I wonder how long you lurked in this thread to see my name at the bottom of users.

Dumbass

 

[Coco]

I wonder how long you lurked in this thread to see my name at the bottom of users.

Dumbass

I would never do that.

Though I have been refreshing your profile page for at least an hour.

 

[Hyorinmaru]

I feel dirty after reading this, especially knowing OP is a minor.

 

[Coco]

Wanna feel even dirtier, Milenko?

Apparently history does repeat itself.

Phenom also jerked it to Cena vs Booker vs Show.

 

[Navi]

OH ugh.

 

[Hyorinmaru]

I won't judge anyone's spank material but the age man, the age.

 

[Coco]

Oh, I agree. I have no interest in participating in an actual discussion of the topic at hand, should this thread devolve into that.

 

[SSJPhenom]

I'm sorry you're going through this SHAGZ, but I'm even more sorry that you decided to post about it here. You're probably really looking for help or at least an opinion on the matter. Unfortunately, all you're going to get here is either people making light of the situation as has already happened or people really trying to be helpful and then the others making light of them as will happen. Then, later, when you've completely gotten past the topic and it's really really old and you're posting about a completely different topic, people will, in an effort to impress others or just because they're dicks, will bring this up again and probably your thread about gaining weight too. It could even be in a place like the WZT and people will say something like, "The only reason you're voting for Big Show is because he's fat like you said you were and you jerked to him".

Watch, it'll happen. Anyways, best of luck to you. That's all I've got.

 

[Coco]

I'm bigger than that, Phenom.

I'll be voting for Show because of this.

 

[enviousdominous]

We're laughing at your desire SHAGZ.

[YOUTUBE]3PKWhHXVenU[/YOUTUBE]

 

[enviousdominous]

OH ugh.

Behold the wonders of the information age.

 

[Coco]

I can't believe I need to spell out my actual views on this.

OP, I hope you find the answers you're looking for in time. Best of luck.

Duh.

 

[Navi]

I'm sorry you're going through this SHAGZ, but I'm even more sorry that you decided to post about it here. You're probably really looking for help or at least an opinion on the matter. Unfortunately, all you're going to get here is either people making light of the situation as has already happened or people really trying to be helpful and then the others making light of them as will happen. Then, later, when you've completely gotten past the topic and it's really really old and you're posting about a completely different topic, people will, in an effort to impress others or just because they're dicks, will bring this up again and probably your thread about gaining weight too. It could even be in a place like the WZT and people will say something like, "The only reason you're voting for Big Show is because he's fat like you said you were and you jerked to him".

Watch, it'll happen. Anyways, best of luck to you. That's all I've got.

No you couldn't be anymore wrong. If it's the last I ever see of this the better. I mean seriously, the OP needs to sit down and talk to a professional, because there are bigger issues at hand that strangers on an internet wrestling forum can help with.

I wish him all the luck in the world, but having a professional give him advice would be the best thing he could do.

 

[enviousdominous]

No you couldn't be anymore wrong. If it's the last I ever see of this the better. I mean seriously, the OP needs to sit down and talk to a professional, because there are bigger issues at hand that strangers on an internet wrestling forum can help with.

I wish him all the luck in the world, but having a professional give him advice would be the best thing he could do.

It almost makes you wonder if he's just doing this to bait our sympathies or ridicule. Just a thought.

 

[Hyorinmaru]

I will never make light of issues people may be having with their sexuality, having had those same issues. I just don't want to hear the vivid thoughts and details.

 

[Coco]

It almost makes you wonder if he's just doing this to bait our sympathies or ridicule. Just a thought.

Well I've done my part.

 

[nightmare]

If people are gonna try the 5 Knuckle Shuffle at home, the graphics department is gonna need a new disclaimer.

 

[George Steele's Barber]

Why would anyone watch Cyber Sunday 2006?