Spent about three hours talking to her between Church services tonight. Considering she and I are both very devout Christians, and have been together for over two years and have done the deed one whole time; I highly consider talking cheating. :\ If I was talking to someone else, she'd call it cheating real quick, however when she does it; she calls it nothing. I don't understand how just 2 1/2 weeks ago she was fully prepared to stay at my house for a short while after her parents told her she can't stay there anymore, how just 6 days ago she spoke the word "forever" to me after one of the worst weekends of my life, and then Tuesday we decide to go on "break" in order to focus on God, and now Saturday I find out she's leaving me for someone else.
This has happened in the past, but only in relationships that have lasted two weeks, not someone I have spent 12 hours nightly talking late on the phone to, sent hundreds of thousands of texts to everyday for the past year, committed the one sexual act I thought I'd never commit until marriage with, fully prepared to allow into my house, eat my food, for free just 2 1/2 weeks ago is capable of just dropping me, because I "beyond stressed her out, and she's tired of my crap" this weekend.
I've been giving everything I possibly have in this relationship for the past month, especially the last two weeks; however she still hasn't seen any of it. As if it were all in vain.
I couldn't properly respond to this in the GSD.
