Just something I wrote in about half an hour when I got home from a dance and saw this bitch (that's really the way I feel >.>) I used to really like making out with this guy she hardly knows 
It's about... wasting away life thinking about ******ed things and wasted opportunities and stuff. I gotta have a chorus. And one more verse. That is all.
[Chorus]
And all my time!
Has been on a girl
I’ve wasted life!
Winning her love
But now it’s over
And I ain’t happy
She’s played my mind
I’m done this time
[Verse 1]
It’s gotten so bad that whenever I lay down in bed
I sorta wish I’d never wake and raise my head
Cause this life has become all the things that I dread
I’ve stopped finding the meaning in what Jesus said
And you can tell something’s wrong when I start to find doubt
In the things I always believed in that I followed so devout
I wanted to achieve things but now I’m going out
Knowing that I was the one who brought this shit about
And I doubt I’d feel bad if I’d taken chances I had
They were right in my grasp, but that shit’s in the past
You can see I don’t have any reason to be glad
It’s not that I feel sad; it’s more a reason to be mad
At this world that deserts me with a blink of an eye
When it’s all going my way I just give my goodbyes
Ya know I feel love; it’s just hard for me to try
I can’t deal with a world that just puts down my pride
At every chance that it gets, that’s the reason I’ve failed
At making love work, those girl’s words just impale
My heart and my soul that have turned weak and frail
I don’t wanna break it no more, that’s the end of my tale
Ya, I’m depressing, I know you would be too
If you talk a walk and gave up on being you
For a minute, feel my pain, take a walk in my shoes
All this shit is so real, all my words are so true
Every chance that I’ve ever even got
Was thrown away and I’ve ended up tossed
Alone in the world, my sanity was the cost
Of the mistakes of the past, my game was just lost
Now I’m wasting away on another mistake
Writing a song that I know has no place
Dreaming of lovers, imagining that face
And realizing I’ve wasted another damn day
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
Why didn’t I kiss her? She wanted it I know
She looked me in the eyes and she leaned in so close
But fear took over and that was the end of the most
Happy I’ve ever felt, she realized I was the wrong host
For her to give her love too, that day she was sick
Of all my shit, and tryin’ to deal with
Some boy that she knew that she couldn’t ever fix
I laugh at her now, ya, she’s some bitch
But in my mind I made the wrong Goddamn pick
I chose fear over courage when I got my chance
Her eyes had me in such a trance
So perfect, so pure, their beauty advanced
But these days it’s alone that I dance
I’m not saying I’d love her today
People are changing, memories fade
But it’s the unknowing that haunts every day
Would I still be happy or wallowing in dismay
And not knowing is worse than the worst answer
Even if she said that I had to stop loving her
But it’s still on my mind it plagues me like a cancer
Why the hell did I do the wrong thing there?
Roses are red, violets are blue
I always loved her and she did love me too!
But as far as I know that ain’t close to the truth
But it’s just my story of how one love can conclude
It’s nothing more than a footnote in a story
That’s nothing more than a search for some love and some glory
It’s better than just some sad shit about me
Just answer me this, and it better be honestly
Do you even care about ramblings from a sad freak?
Don’t even say yes, cause I will have to disagree
I’ve wasted a year, you’ll forget this in one week
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
She gives me one more chance to feel
She decides to allow one more dance to me
She looks in my eyes and she can see
The pain, the longing, the want, the need
To hold her close and feel the beat
She feeds off of my envy
She wants me to fall and beg on my knees
She wants me to put my hands in the air and scream
[Verse 3]
But I won’t play her game anymore
I’ve wasted too much time on this ****e
A whole fucking year down the drain
And now I’m just starting to understand the pain
She’s broken my heart, I’ve fallen apart
Trying to win her over but it’s just the start
I’m not getting over this anytime soon
I wanna smash my possessions and scream at the moon
The very thought of that girl is causing my mind
To dissolve right inside me, can’t I just hit rewind?
And go back to the days when it was all so damn fine
But do I really want to? I see now she wasn’t so right
She always seemed perfect, but it’s now making sense
Why they all tried to warn me, it got so intense
When they insulted my woman, it put me on defense
I threw away friends for some bitch who ain’t worth a cent
But man I was wrong, her faults they outweigh
Any good qualities she showed were just fakes
Master manipulator, she’s Queen of the lie
But it still was so painful to say my final goodbyes
I wasted a year of my life, I achieved nothing at all
But shattered dreams and a mind on the fall
From sanity it seems, some days I ain’t right
I’m rebelling, but that ain’t me, I gotta fight
I wanna be normal again, she changed me
Why do I want her back? My mind disagrees
But my heart wants her back, ya, I’m that fucking needy
It’s over, she’s moved on, it’s not meant to be
She didn’t even love me and that’s the end of it
It was a waste time and I can finally admit
I’m better without her and this ain’t a lie
But so far I’m thinking I’ve wasted my life
[Chorus]
It's about... wasting away life thinking about ******ed things and wasted opportunities and stuff. I gotta have a chorus. And one more verse. That is all.
[Chorus]
And all my time!
Has been on a girl
I’ve wasted life!
Winning her love
But now it’s over
And I ain’t happy
She’s played my mind
I’m done this time
[Verse 1]
It’s gotten so bad that whenever I lay down in bed
I sorta wish I’d never wake and raise my head
Cause this life has become all the things that I dread
I’ve stopped finding the meaning in what Jesus said
And you can tell something’s wrong when I start to find doubt
In the things I always believed in that I followed so devout
I wanted to achieve things but now I’m going out
Knowing that I was the one who brought this shit about
And I doubt I’d feel bad if I’d taken chances I had
They were right in my grasp, but that shit’s in the past
You can see I don’t have any reason to be glad
It’s not that I feel sad; it’s more a reason to be mad
At this world that deserts me with a blink of an eye
When it’s all going my way I just give my goodbyes
Ya know I feel love; it’s just hard for me to try
I can’t deal with a world that just puts down my pride
At every chance that it gets, that’s the reason I’ve failed
At making love work, those girl’s words just impale
My heart and my soul that have turned weak and frail
I don’t wanna break it no more, that’s the end of my tale
Ya, I’m depressing, I know you would be too
If you talk a walk and gave up on being you
For a minute, feel my pain, take a walk in my shoes
All this shit is so real, all my words are so true
Every chance that I’ve ever even got
Was thrown away and I’ve ended up tossed
Alone in the world, my sanity was the cost
Of the mistakes of the past, my game was just lost
Now I’m wasting away on another mistake
Writing a song that I know has no place
Dreaming of lovers, imagining that face
And realizing I’ve wasted another damn day
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
Why didn’t I kiss her? She wanted it I know
She looked me in the eyes and she leaned in so close
But fear took over and that was the end of the most
Happy I’ve ever felt, she realized I was the wrong host
For her to give her love too, that day she was sick
Of all my shit, and tryin’ to deal with
Some boy that she knew that she couldn’t ever fix
I laugh at her now, ya, she’s some bitch
But in my mind I made the wrong Goddamn pick
I chose fear over courage when I got my chance
Her eyes had me in such a trance
So perfect, so pure, their beauty advanced
But these days it’s alone that I dance
I’m not saying I’d love her today
People are changing, memories fade
But it’s the unknowing that haunts every day
Would I still be happy or wallowing in dismay
And not knowing is worse than the worst answer
Even if she said that I had to stop loving her
But it’s still on my mind it plagues me like a cancer
Why the hell did I do the wrong thing there?
Roses are red, violets are blue
I always loved her and she did love me too!
But as far as I know that ain’t close to the truth
But it’s just my story of how one love can conclude
It’s nothing more than a footnote in a story
That’s nothing more than a search for some love and some glory
It’s better than just some sad shit about me
Just answer me this, and it better be honestly
Do you even care about ramblings from a sad freak?
Don’t even say yes, cause I will have to disagree
I’ve wasted a year, you’ll forget this in one week
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
She gives me one more chance to feel
She decides to allow one more dance to me
She looks in my eyes and she can see
The pain, the longing, the want, the need
To hold her close and feel the beat
She feeds off of my envy
She wants me to fall and beg on my knees
She wants me to put my hands in the air and scream
[Verse 3]
But I won’t play her game anymore
I’ve wasted too much time on this ****e
A whole fucking year down the drain
And now I’m just starting to understand the pain
She’s broken my heart, I’ve fallen apart
Trying to win her over but it’s just the start
I’m not getting over this anytime soon
I wanna smash my possessions and scream at the moon
The very thought of that girl is causing my mind
To dissolve right inside me, can’t I just hit rewind?
And go back to the days when it was all so damn fine
But do I really want to? I see now she wasn’t so right
She always seemed perfect, but it’s now making sense
Why they all tried to warn me, it got so intense
When they insulted my woman, it put me on defense
I threw away friends for some bitch who ain’t worth a cent
But man I was wrong, her faults they outweigh
Any good qualities she showed were just fakes
Master manipulator, she’s Queen of the lie
But it still was so painful to say my final goodbyes
I wasted a year of my life, I achieved nothing at all
But shattered dreams and a mind on the fall
From sanity it seems, some days I ain’t right
I’m rebelling, but that ain’t me, I gotta fight
I wanna be normal again, she changed me
Why do I want her back? My mind disagrees
But my heart wants her back, ya, I’m that fucking needy
It’s over, she’s moved on, it’s not meant to be
She didn’t even love me and that’s the end of it
It was a waste time and I can finally admit
I’m better without her and this ain’t a lie
But so far I’m thinking I’ve wasted my life
[Chorus]
