Remember the E. Very important, especially to Will's actual wife.
Sometimes the most complicated things aren't so complicated, anymore.
I really miss him now
I miss you too.
do you honestly care what newer posters think of you? Or Will for that matter?
I kinda thought it was funny, that emotions get "hidden" within the lines of text, & when saying the word love.. it could be so "easily" blurred when placing an "e-" in front of it, or a smiley icon behind it.
At one point, I honestly cared about the opinions of people who thought it was somehow wrong that she was 16, compared to me being 25. And to this day, I really don't know why. People's opinions are valued to me, but they don't control my life, or my emotions.
Half of the people I consider my closest friends on this forum knew of the truth, & its because I questioned how people "I" liked, looked at the situation. Whether they'd think down upon me or not, & now.. I still value those opinions, but they no longer matter.
I believe so much, that I don't know how to explain it, that I've fallen in love with a girl I've never met. That I've fallen in love with someone that isn't bound to me with a ring. That I fell in love with someone almost 10 years younger.. & I don't care what the negative sides of any of that are anymore.
Because the most painful thing that could happen, is continuing to hide it. So now everyone can know, if they didn't piece everything together before. I really do love Becca, & there isn't an "e-" or an icon hiding that.
