Oh, I was grateful, for three months. But why was it again that you let me back in the first place?
Ohhhhh, thanks Sly for letting me back so you could make me think I had a chance, but then ban me and laugh at me for actually thinking I had a chance. Your kindness is limitless.
I thought you were a straight shooter from the get go, where as someone like kb is ALWAYS playing games and you can never get a straight answer out of him as this thread shows. But then you admitted, at least in the beginning, that letting back on the forum was a game/joke in the first place and that I never actually had a shot of getting on the main boards (initially.)
I don't know how that makes me look like a hypocrite, being as you told me three months after the fact.
Everyone knows the computer is real life now, silly Sly
Look how many people are addicted to facebook, twitter, blogs and whatever else. I have friends in real life, doesn't mean I can't be friendly and meet and talk with people around the world, so I can get different perspectives and what not.
Though that comment wasn't really directed at me.
I agree. That was me just trying to kiss ass. It didn't work.
Sly, what several weeks are you talking about? If you look at my posts, I have 500 posts since the middle of february alone. I've made something like 60-70 threads in the prison as well. I missed a full week at some point and then like 4 days at another point (a month or two after the first week.) Other then that, I've been here like everyday.
Right. So you really don't know the ins and outs of what I've done in the prison?
You told me "be happy we let you post in the prison." If I were a crappy poster, not that active, or an alright poster in here like 2-3 weeks I think you might have said the same to them. But I consider myself a decent poster, whose probably been more active/consistent then any other prisoner before me, here for three months without any complaints till now. I haven't flamed or anything. If someone was thrown in here today for spamming and has done what I've done while I've been here, three months from now I don't think you'd say "be happy we let you post in the prison."
The way I took what you said, was that I am screwed and that I'm stuck in here, no matter what I do. And I mean, if my prior stupidity is the reason then fine, but I would of liked to have known. Like I've posted before, when you unbanned me and let me in here, you said me or Lesnar had a chance to get out here. I didn't just make up the idea in my head.
Sly, I know it might be hard to convince you, but I am an honest person. Before I was perma-banned, I had 1 infraction for posting in the wrong section. I was perma-banned for posting a youtube video, in the cage, of a monkey jerking off. I realize my time in the cage, I was a jerk, an idiot, an asshole, fail troll etc, but I wasn't breaking any rules.
If you don't remember, before I entered the cage and even afterwards, I was a decent non-spam poster. I stuck to the TNA section and just to prove how decent of a TNA poster I was, don't you think I would of had a reputation like Shattered Dreams (who gets a bad rap, I like the guy) when it came to WWE and TNA? No. I was a cage rat who people thought was mildly ******ed who slung around racist and homophobic insults. But when I posted outside of the cage, I posted just fine. And I didn't enter the cage until I'd been a member for 8 months. Point is, I haven't changed, I just dropped all the cage bullshit I was doing, trying to get a rise out of people. I had thought that was what the cage was for, but I took it too far.
I had no one to hold me accountable back then either. If you've studied sociology which I'm sure you have, a person is more likely to take part in deviant behavior if he has no social attachments. I'm not the type to shit on people I like or have come to know, unless they REALLY ask for it.
They're not meaningless to me. And I wasn't trying to say they had the power, but I was just trying to show that I might have changed a few peoples opinion about me. And yes, most of them had to deal with my stupidity and hated me in the cage, but that wasn't really me.
So Kb had to be talked into unbanning me, making me think I had a chance to get out, and then banning me and laughing at how naive and foolish I was to think I had a chance? And what's the game now? The way you said he's enjoyed it, again sounds like you guys are laughing day in day out knowing I can't get out of here, but I still try and remain active. If I wasn't so active, it wouldn't be as funny, correct?
Macios had something stuck in his belly button and I was just helping him get it out, geez.
First of all, I've been a fan of yours Sly.
You said you were the one that got me back on here and that is what I believed from the beginning. I appreciated being let back on, I wanted to become a productive member and get back on the main forum and put everything else behind me. I didn't want to let anyone down or disappoint by going back to my cage ways.
I'm not an argumentative or combative person to begin with. These multi quote wars aren't really my thing. A lot of people on the site are very competitive and pride themselves as debaters, I'm more of a philosopher, I like discussion over debate.
Anyway, you said that all this is is just some typed letter on a page, then why am I in here in the first place? It's those same letters that got me banned/put in here in the first place, so obviously some people cared about what I was saying.
You didn't hurt my feelings, I was just disappointed. I'd thought it was cool what you did letting me back and all and I just felt may be unlike KB, you didn't hate me.
Heck, I kind of figured after all of this time, KB might not even hate me.
Also, hate is an emotion as well, why would either of you hate me? It's just typed words on a computer screen, right?
You mentioned this is just a forum, and you've been admin on other forums, but why even bother with being admin with the way you make everything sound? Everything is not just as simple as this is the internet, nothing is real blah blah. You mean after all your years here, you wouldn't be disappointed if you lost your position and some new admin came in and banned you? After all your work, time, and any things else you might of considered worth while?
Your synonymous with these forums, I don't think you'd walk away that easily. Then again, I'm not you.
I like funny stuff and I like seeing funny things. I think Bill Lesnar is funny, as do other people, so I like to see BL around. It's not like I want to become life long friends, but when BL isn't around I'm not sad, but it'd be nice if he was, cause I find him funny lol.
I'm not sad Sly, if you hate me, but it'd be nice if you didn't.
I'm not sad that I'm stuck in the prison, but it'd be nice if I wasn't.
Like I said, I want to be a member of WZCW. I have a craving to RP and I enjoy all the rps and storylines as well. I enjoy conversing in my different aspects on this forum.
Anyway, Sly, I don't what else to say.
Out of curiosity, what would you expect to happen if I were let out of here today?
I think I'd be a kick ass member. Send my app into WZCW, hopefully they'd accept. Not sure what character I want to use yet, was thinking maybe something like Ichabod Strange, but I think there's already to many weirdo characters as it is.
Other then that, I'd reunite with all the Impact Players(try to become a member.) I'm really impressed with that Gelgarin guy, I hadn't noticed him back when I posted.
Then there is MMA, Movies/TV, Sports non-spam I'd definitely hit up.
JMT seems like a real nice guy, whoever gave him his job, did a good job.
I'm also real interested in being apart of Tournys.
I probably would go in WWE section more then I currently think, I think there are big things coming in the future for WWE, Sin Cara to name just one.
Other then that, It'd be nice to see what's going on in the cage. Btw, while I was in the cage I was waiting for something to break out that didn't involve me. I did not want to be "the bad guy,' I wanted to be a spectator but nothing seemed to ever go down. Even when Macca showed up, I thought there'd be this big revolution. Maybe things are different now, I think it's because people know each other to well. When I went in the cage, I didn't know anybody so I didn't care what I said about people, though it wasn't my intention when I first went into the cage to turn out like I did. Now I know people. Somewhere along the line, I tried to "get people over." At one point, I wanted people like Kip The Fury, Litasrevenge, and Stinger to own me, which they probably did. If people were just dicks, I even respond to them, like Macca. Like I said, would of rather seen stuff going down that didn't involve me.
Anyway, if I were able to negotiate a way of getting out of here, I'd stay out of the cage on the honor system(if you wanted to test me, otherwise you could block it from me.) I'm keen on showing that I want to be a productive member but there is only so little I can do from the prison.
If I were to be let out, I would listen to any instructions you gave me. And if I broke any of them, then IP ban me. I haven't spent three months in here to just flush it all down the toilet. Also, it is not hard for me to act normal and law obiding, it comes natural to me.
Don't want me to curse in posts? Done.
I'm extremely easy to work with. I think I've proven all that I can here in the prison and would like the opportunity to be put in action on the main boards.
I wouldn't let you down Sly.