What the cameras didn’t see at Lethal Lottery
As
Austin Reynolds heads up the ramp, the roars of the crowd are deafening but he is ignorant to them. The look on his face is one which tells a story of a man filled with internal struggles. Once again it’s a familiar feeling of anywhere but here.
At the top of the ramp, Austin can feel a pair of eyes boring a hole through his skull as
The Power Trip stalks him up the ramp. There is a distinct change in atmosphere that even Austin is able to perceive. Constantine just about catches up with him as they reach the curtain, just outside of the public eye.
“You failed! You failed me Austin!” Constantine roars at him, pulling him to force Austin to look at him face on.
“Look at me damn it!”
“John, what do you want me to say to you? I did everything you asked of me,” Austin replies quietly, absorbing the pure anger that is being thrust at him.
“I was with you at every step out there. We put out Lebelle and Kagura. Taylor was left on her ass because of what we did.”
“Then why are we back here? Tell me that, genius?!” Constantine aggressively pokes Austin and the former Ratings Winner takes a willing step back.
“Well you kicked me out John. That’s on you!”
“This isn’t over Austin!”
Austin walks away from The Power Trip, who doesn’t go after him.
“Right here, right now John, I don’t care.”
Austin walks away, leaving Constantine in his wake at the behaviour. But then Austin stops and comes back.
“Just remember that you aren’t the only one who lost tonight. I lost my championship too. I lost the one thing that made me relevant here outside of Vis Imperium. So what’s keeping me here now that I’ve stopped winning? I don’t have that badge of honour here anymore.”
“Oh stop it Austin, drop the pity schtick. I can see right through it.”
”Why? You can get anyone you want alongside you and Abel.”
“You think you can buy your way out of WZCW through failure? That’s how you did it before right?” Austin has been silenced as Constantine menaces in front of him.
“No Austin, you’re staying around and you’re going nowhere. If that means staying until you are broken then so be it.”
Constantine pulls Austin close, much like he did a few days but with much more force. There is neither care nor unity in this gesture.
“Vis Imperium came in with everything and has come out of this with nothing. That is unacceptable in every possible sense. I promised you access to your family after tonight but maybe you’re not ready for it.” This hushed tone fails to mask the crystal clear intent. Austin tries to resist, to pull away but the grip on the back of his neck is locked in tight.
“You’re not strong enough to get what you want.” He now whispers into Austin’s’ ear.
“But maybe, it’ll be fun to see you try.”
In a seamless gesture, Constantine pushes him away and walks past him.
“We’re not done Reynolds. Not by any stretch.”
The words linger in Austin’s head a lot longer than they echo around the backstage area. Before he knows it, the buzz of the backstage increases as Tyrone Blades storms through the backstage area. He takes his leave almost as quickly but Austin considers whether there was the briefest of moments where their eyes met, a flash of acknowledgement.
No. Absolutely, definitely not.
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In the middle of the night, blacks and grays merge into one and swallow everything around them. Darkness thrives, forcing everything to adapt to its’ constraints. It’s easy to feel alone, absorbed into the gloom. Once it has hold of you, it is impossible to escape.
Austin sits in the darkness, quiet and unmoving. Even more disheveled than usual, he melds into the mess that surrounds him.
Since his return to the new apartment after Lethal Lottery five days ago, Austin had not left the apartment. It’s clear that he’s struggling to process what happened during and after the event.
His journey in WZCW has always been a path. A newcomer with everything in front of him quickly ascends to the Elite X Championship, endures a furious war against established talents; a dance with the main event, a second away from the World Championship. All stops along the way, even the thrill of the chase as part of Runn Reynolds Runn, it served a purpose. The options that were available to him were unrivaled.
But then as the body started to give out, the possibilities dwindled. Austin was only able to go so far, only able to look so far ahead. It was suffocating as avenues closed around him.
On his return, the outlook was similarly bleak but it was not his vision that mattered. He could be guided or at dragged through what was needed to be done. But the Lethal Lottery was the flashpoint where everything changed.
For now Austin wasn’t just in an empty and soulless vacuum, he had become one.
What was left for Austin to fight for now? Everyone had someone, something tangible and now Austin wasn’t able to be quite sure if he even had Vis Imperium left. It would be a sorry state of affairs for Austin to be missing the group like that but it was less about the methods that they had used and more about the rewards that could be garnered with them. After all, there was no doubt that it was better to be with Vis Imperium than against them. It had to be.
With everything that has gone before in mind, the message that he received a few days before the next round of shows was of no surprise.
Your schedule has changed. You will replace John Constantine and face Mikey Stormrage at Meltdown.
Too many questions surrounding this very simple communication and Austin knew that he could spend the next week running them around his mind. The simple fact was that nothing would change that version of events. He was going to face one of the men who benefited most from what happened at the Lethal Lottery.
Mikey Stormrage, World Champion. In a world where Ricky Runn had earned the same honour, it should not be that surprising yet it felt just as wrong. Stormrage was one of the men who had gained most from Austin’s departure. It could be argued that his feud and ultimate victory over Constantine at the start of the year was the catalyst behind the formation of Vis Imperium.
Austin had paved the way for guys like Stormrage and Mikey had never shown a modicum of gratitude or appreciation. Was there any respect there? Mikey had shown no admiration for the achievement of those who had gone before him and he only seemed interested in what he could gain in the here and now. Over the years that had not changed. In winning all of the prizes over his time in WZCW he had got everything that he chased. Did Mikey even care that James Howard has suffered the same fate that he had, never able to escape serious injury?
The irony of this was not lost on Austin. Mikey was the man with everything, yet here today Austin had nothing.
And empty or not, there was something to be said for where he was. On the road to Kingdom Come. As empty and unrewarded as life felt, the journey could still mean something. Austin was a wrestler once more but Kingdom Come was a destination that he had no care for. Others were able to hold a bright candle for it and that may well allow him opportunity to gain something that he knows that he should crave. Vis Imperium were still the means, the end game is still unknown.
What could he even gain? Mikey can raise his championship. Mention Kingdom Come and he simply wins that argument.
But Kingdom Come was where Austin put Strikeforce on the map. Who said he had to even make it to New Orleans? Had he not enough had time in the spotlight? And if Austin could beat Mikey Stormrage, then he could beat Justin Cooper again.
No, Mikey is the star man and Justin is the new pet project. There can be no way that WZCW would allow their event to be hijacked by Austin Reynolds. But maybe this is where Vis Imperium could play their part.
Mikey had allowed himself to forget who he was. Austin could not help but remember everything that he had endured.
The journey of the soulless vacuum was full of pain. Austin could do what he liked at Meltdown. Nothing was going to change that.