Azrael Cain
The alternative is unthinkable.
If Benoit had indeed shown up to perform after having committed murder, then he would have been one cold motherfucker. That would be sociopath level action right there, which would put in question the entire life of Chris Benoit, his entire sanity for that matter, and no Steroid Rage defense or excuse could even begin to excuse such action.
shafe_41 hits the nail on the head fairly well with the scenario, I think, and so does cool_guy. There is absolutely no way (unless he suffered an episode of disassociation) that Benoit would've performed at his typical level. Something would've gone wrong in the ring, and Punk would've been in a hell of a lot of danger. I am sure that Benoit's behavior would be erratic backstage as well, which would give him up long before he even got out for the match.
This is a fairly difficult what if, because it puts into question the character of Chris Benoit as a person, not as a wrestler. I did not know Chris personally (no one here did, I am sure), but I'll go out on a limb and say that from all the years of watching him, you could see in his eyes that something was changing inside of him. It was subtle yet noticeable, you know? I, for one, can separate Benoit the Wrestler and Benoit the Man, and can understand, if not forgive, his actions. They were horrendous, but no more horrific than any one of us is capable of. I will not turn away from the ugliness of a person, just as I will not turn away from the beauty of one. Benoit had his demons and succumbed to them; but one evil deed does not ruin a legacy of years of hard work and entertainment, just like a good deed in a life of evil does not grant immediate forgiveness or adoration.
I think, though, that the scenario is also too far fetched. He wouldn't have come to work as if nothing was wrong. He wouldn't have been able to carry on with his typical performance, or probably even walk into the arena without either snapping or breaking down (again, unless he went manic and had a disassociation episode, and just a random question, but does steroid rage give you the ability to cognitively black out enough to not remember? I seem to remember reading somewhere it does) and he would've been sent home, where he would've presumably killed himself anyway.
shafe_41 hits the nail on the head fairly well with the scenario, I think, and so does cool_guy. There is absolutely no way (unless he suffered an episode of disassociation) that Benoit would've performed at his typical level. Something would've gone wrong in the ring, and Punk would've been in a hell of a lot of danger. I am sure that Benoit's behavior would be erratic backstage as well, which would give him up long before he even got out for the match.
This is a fairly difficult what if, because it puts into question the character of Chris Benoit as a person, not as a wrestler. I did not know Chris personally (no one here did, I am sure), but I'll go out on a limb and say that from all the years of watching him, you could see in his eyes that something was changing inside of him. It was subtle yet noticeable, you know? I, for one, can separate Benoit the Wrestler and Benoit the Man, and can understand, if not forgive, his actions. They were horrendous, but no more horrific than any one of us is capable of. I will not turn away from the ugliness of a person, just as I will not turn away from the beauty of one. Benoit had his demons and succumbed to them; but one evil deed does not ruin a legacy of years of hard work and entertainment, just like a good deed in a life of evil does not grant immediate forgiveness or adoration.
I think, though, that the scenario is also too far fetched. He wouldn't have come to work as if nothing was wrong. He wouldn't have been able to carry on with his typical performance, or probably even walk into the arena without either snapping or breaking down (again, unless he went manic and had a disassociation episode, and just a random question, but does steroid rage give you the ability to cognitively black out enough to not remember? I seem to remember reading somewhere it does) and he would've been sent home, where he would've presumably killed himself anyway.