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I can do whatever I want
So for people who don't know I am gay(omg!!! he likes boys). Anyways, I'm just writing this to vent.
Just let it be known, I really don't care if you believe in it, agree with it, accept it, ect. For the people who just think gay people choose to be "gay", personally I think your wrong. Believe me my life would be alot easier if I wasn't gay. The names, prejudice, whispers, ect get pretty annoying after a while but it's something I cannot help. I had girlfriends but it obviously wasn't right. To describe it, it would be like a straight man screwing another man, it just doesn't feel right(no pun intended). So really unless gay's decided to become celibant or live a huge lie and live a horrible depressing life you cannot help it.
And for me personally it is perfectly fine if you don't agree with the life style. I'm telling you straight up, if I could have chose to be different I would. It was hard growing up knowing you were different. I was always overly flamboyant and not the masculine man you were suppose to be. People knew from a early age I was different so I grew up with the normal name calling "***, queer, homo, ect" I heard it all. I just never understood how people could hate me because of the way I was even though I had no control over it. If you do this(I don't care)I would just like you to know, it really doesn't help the matters much(did you know 33% of all gay teens have attempted suicide).
So gay people over the years have told people that they couldn't help it, yet still some people still choose to treat "us" a certain way. I like to compare it to being black, but with being gay you can try and hold it in, which ends up just making your life worse, unlike if your black it's straight up, no held in emotions(not saying one's worse or better).
So you know I cannot help it(I could hold it in, but in the end I would live a pretty miserable life, living every minute a lie)Yet people still decide to make us feel bad about being gay. And while it has gotten a million times better, theres still a huge gap to fill.
Which leads me into gay marriage. First off, personally I could give 2 flying shits if I ever get married. But to think that probably over 50% of the population would like to make it illegal it kinda hurts. I mean I don't choose this to be this way, so when I come to turns and find someone, fall in love, and want to recieve the same benefits that men and women couples get I get people saying I don't deserve it.
People bring up Christianity and how the bible is anti-gay and what not, and as a christian I respect that but when you want to make it illegal it kind makes you feel like a second rate citizen. Even with common law marriages you don't get all the same rights. So basically you are telling me I don't deserve the same rights.
I just wanted to rant. I don't know if anyone on this board it homphobic(which alot of you probably are, you just don't want to admit it)I just wanted to say I'm a human being too, and really you shouldn't treat me or any other gay person any differently. I couldn't fathom people hating me because of this, since I am a regular, nice and respectful person who would never unfairly judge or try to hurt any of you. So if you have any questions, comments(good or bad, if you think I'm going to burn in hell...tell me). If you think me(and other gays)are just stupid ******s/dykes who choose to be this way to get attention, or you think because I like guys I'm not good enough to be equal to you, please let me know...
THANKS
Just let it be known, I really don't care if you believe in it, agree with it, accept it, ect. For the people who just think gay people choose to be "gay", personally I think your wrong. Believe me my life would be alot easier if I wasn't gay. The names, prejudice, whispers, ect get pretty annoying after a while but it's something I cannot help. I had girlfriends but it obviously wasn't right. To describe it, it would be like a straight man screwing another man, it just doesn't feel right(no pun intended). So really unless gay's decided to become celibant or live a huge lie and live a horrible depressing life you cannot help it.
And for me personally it is perfectly fine if you don't agree with the life style. I'm telling you straight up, if I could have chose to be different I would. It was hard growing up knowing you were different. I was always overly flamboyant and not the masculine man you were suppose to be. People knew from a early age I was different so I grew up with the normal name calling "***, queer, homo, ect" I heard it all. I just never understood how people could hate me because of the way I was even though I had no control over it. If you do this(I don't care)I would just like you to know, it really doesn't help the matters much(did you know 33% of all gay teens have attempted suicide).
So gay people over the years have told people that they couldn't help it, yet still some people still choose to treat "us" a certain way. I like to compare it to being black, but with being gay you can try and hold it in, which ends up just making your life worse, unlike if your black it's straight up, no held in emotions(not saying one's worse or better).
So you know I cannot help it(I could hold it in, but in the end I would live a pretty miserable life, living every minute a lie)Yet people still decide to make us feel bad about being gay. And while it has gotten a million times better, theres still a huge gap to fill.
Which leads me into gay marriage. First off, personally I could give 2 flying shits if I ever get married. But to think that probably over 50% of the population would like to make it illegal it kinda hurts. I mean I don't choose this to be this way, so when I come to turns and find someone, fall in love, and want to recieve the same benefits that men and women couples get I get people saying I don't deserve it.
People bring up Christianity and how the bible is anti-gay and what not, and as a christian I respect that but when you want to make it illegal it kind makes you feel like a second rate citizen. Even with common law marriages you don't get all the same rights. So basically you are telling me I don't deserve the same rights.
I just wanted to rant. I don't know if anyone on this board it homphobic(which alot of you probably are, you just don't want to admit it)I just wanted to say I'm a human being too, and really you shouldn't treat me or any other gay person any differently. I couldn't fathom people hating me because of this, since I am a regular, nice and respectful person who would never unfairly judge or try to hurt any of you. So if you have any questions, comments(good or bad, if you think I'm going to burn in hell...tell me). If you think me(and other gays)are just stupid ******s/dykes who choose to be this way to get attention, or you think because I like guys I'm not good enough to be equal to you, please let me know...
THANKS