Well, I mean, I didn't know what hospital you meant.I meant that if you were considering that sort of hospital, then something may very well be wrong. It's a testament to your sanity that you're questioning if you're sane.
But I did qualify that with the alternative "sick person" hospital. It's not completely bad.
I did mean a mental hospital. I've just come to realize tonight that I am one miserable, miserable, miserable fucking person. Which explains why I'm so hostile and angry all the time on here---because I bottle all that anger up inside in my outside life, and this is the only place I have to vent that anger.
That and I've been having some seriously fucked up and frightenting thoughts lately, the kind I should probably seek help for.
Going back on the Prozac hasn't really helped much either. Perhaps I need a stronger version or drug, after all most if not all of life's problems can be solved with a pill can't they?
If I disappear suddenly for an extended period of time, I likely did check myself in.
What's funny though is that tomorrow morning I'm going to wake up, and I'm going to pretend like this didn't happen, and continue my routines.