Did that really just happen? Califa just bolted out the door as soon I showed him the mask I had made. I can’t believe it. This is unbecoming of a partner, let alone someone that I consider more than my tag team partner. I just didn’t get it. I didn’t get what I did wrong just now. Oh great, now everyone is looking at me. I feel millions of eyes looking at me as if I was at fault for whatever just transpired. I stuff the mask back into my purse so that no one will see it. This was a mistake. All my fault. My fault once again. Stupid. Stupid Amber! But was it truly my fault? No! It can’t be!
My cheeks turn a bright red as I quickly exit the restaurant. I look near and far but Califa is nowhere to be found. Well of course he’s nowhere to be found, he’s upset with me. I would’ve left if I were him. Then again, I probably wouldn’t have done what he did, leaving me all alone like that. All I feel is shame. Ashamed of something that I thought was right. How twisted and confusing is that? I have to make this right. Right?
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A Few Days After Ascension 76.....
I lost. I just got my second loss in my entire WZCW career to Triple X no less. I had him right where I wanted him but he caught me after just one little mistake. One tiny mistake. God, why can’t I do anything right? One small misstep and it cost me that match. It cost me a win, a win that I had to have. That match was mine to win and I can only blame myself for losing.
No! This is Califa’s fault. He’s been on my mind since that day at the restaurant. We didn’t have a tag team match as we went for solo matches. Me against Triple X and Califa against the World Champion, Ricky Runn. Califa has been on my mind all day and all night, making me think contemplate whether what I did was wrong or not. It upsets me so much that I move towards the chair in front of me and fling it across the lockers. The chair connects with the lockers and the loud bang is heard all throughout the hallways. This can’t be happening to me right now, it just can’t. Now when things were just about to get better for me.
I bury my face in my hands weeping into them. However, I hear the door lock click with the knob turning and in comes my brother, Nate.
“What is going on Amber? You and Califa aren’t talking at home and you sure as hell aren’t talking backstage. What’s going on? Did he do something to you? You tell me right now and I’ll go take care of it for you.”
“As if you can.” I wanted to say out loud. But this was my brother, he was only trying to help. I look up at him and he has that concerned look in his eyes just like any older brother would. He comes closer and sits right beside and pats me on the shoulder. He goes in for a hug but I don’t let him as I’m not in the mood. I just want to be alone.
“Hey, what’s wrong? You can tell me.”
“No, I can’t. Just leave me alone Nate.”
With a burrowed brow forming on his face, Nate just looks at me but I don’t look back. He again pats me on the shoulder to try and console me but it isn’t working. Finally, I look up at him, my eyes all red and swollen. That was enough for Nate.
“Please, I just want to be alone right now Nate. I know you’re just trying to make me feel better but I just need some time to myself. I assure you that I’ll let you know when I need you.”
Yeah, that was enough to stave off any other attempts Nate had to stay with me. Nate has always been very persistent so it was kind of weird when he just backed away after only telling him once that I needed to be alone. God, why is everything changing? Can’t everything just go back to the way it was. To the way it was when I was happy? I don’t want to go through this again. But it’s looking like I have to.
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I haven’t been to the gym in about three days now and I hear nothing from Nate or Califa. They really are giving me my space but I just wish that there was something that could fix all of this. Make everyone forget what had happened. I can’t just change the past though, what’s done is done. This is the absolute wrong time to not be in the gym especially since I learned that me and Califa will be teaming to face off against Showtime and Michael Winters. It’s just more problems for me. It’s like the world hates me so much that it keeps piling more and more problems on me. Why me, world?!
Suddenly, I hear the roar of a beast stop outside. It’s Califa’s trusty black Escalade. Oh no, please don’t tell me he’s coming to speak to me, I’m in no mood to speak to him just yet. The rage in me is still present and I’m afraid I won’t be in control of what I say if ever he engaged me in a conversation. What follows next is Califa’s footsteps going up the stairs, he’s coming to me. Be ready Amber, be ready. Be calm. This is your tag team partner, you can get through this.
With that, the door indeed opens up and peaking in is Califa. As soon as El Califa enters the room, Amber straightens herself, guarding herself from whatever El Califa has to say to her. Amber shoots a look at Califa before looking away.
El Califa: El Califa has come to talk, not to argue.
Califa has his arms in the air waving his innocence but Amber is still not comfortable with Califa right in front of him.
El Califa: Amber, El Califa would like to apologize for leaving you in the dust at the restaurant like that. That was uncalled for and is not in El Califa’s nature. For that, El Califa is truly and sincerely sorry.
As the young dragon listens intently to her mentor, El Califa simply cannot read her with the blank look on Amber’s face. As if lost in a trance, there is silence from Amber to which El Califa waits for her to speak. Amber goes to sit at the edge of her bed retrieving a comb from the table placed on the side of her bed. She begins looking at the mirror before combing her hair aimlessly. El Califa still doesn’t say anything for a few moments before getting visibly frustrated at Amber. He has his hands placed at his sides and simply just shakes his head.
El Califa: Is Amber Warren going to pretend that El Califa is not standing right in front of her? That he has done the honorable thing to come and apologize for his past actions?
Amber is still having none of it as she continues combing her long, dark brown hair even whilst whistling to herself. There is complete silence once more. Silence before the storm.
El Califa: El Califa would expect this kind of behavior from an immature child but you are not an immature child Amber Warren. You are a grown woman! This nonsensical attitude you have right now is not what the dragons need right now. Especially with Showtime and Winters as our opponents this week on Meltdown!
The thought of being called an immature child by El Califa has struck a chord with Amber. She stops combing her hair and walks towards her drawer. She pulls the drawer out and starts digging through her clothes before pulling it out. It’s the mask she had revealed to El Califa at the restaurant. The blue is very distinct from the entire mask as shines in the fluorescence. The young dragon walks towards El Califa and sizes him up. They’re now face-to-face or mask-to-mask if you will and before long, Amber dons the mask.
Amber: You don’t get to talk to me like that!
Amber jabs her pointing finger right on El Califa’s chest, emphasizing the "you", which draws him back a few steps. She continues this with every word she speaks to get right in El Califa’s face.
Amber: You talk as if you ever really considered me an equal. Now, now I see what you truly are. You are a narcissistic coward who hides behind the myriad of masks that you don each time you go out and perform. All this is a façade that you play. A façade that you’ve been playing for far too long Califa.
El Califa tilts his head to the side checking to see if this is the same Amber Warren that’s been a close friend to him, someone that’s been not just a partner, but someone he cares for with all his heart.
El Califa: El Califa does not follow Amber Warren. El Califa is going to walk away right now before this all is blown out of proportions. El Califa would like to reiterate his sincerest apologies to you Amber Warren. He hopes you can find the place in your heart to forgive him.
El Califa turns away but he doesn’t even take one step away from Amber as she holds him back. She forces him back to his stand still position before speaking once again.
Amber: Oh no, you don’t get to do this Califa. You don’t get to run away from your troubles. I see a pattern forming here you know? When I needed you the most, you weren’t there. Shocker huh?
The rage is building in Amber as her tone is turned up a level higher. She has both hands balled in fists looking ready to explode at any time.
Amber: You’re a runner huh El Califa? You run from all your problems that’s why they all come back to bite you in the ass. What kind of a man runs from his problems? I’ll tell you, no man does that. All you do is run, run until those problems subside, and then you go and make more problems.
El Califa against tilts his head to the side looking a bit confused as he holds the back of his neck wishing this was all over already.
Amber: You don't understand what a runner is?
Amber holds out her palm. With her pointing finger and middle finger placed right above her palm, she begins moving those two fingers back and forth to signal what she means.
Amber: This is you.
El Califa just stands there, still as ever like a statue. He just stares right at Amber, straight to her eyes. But Amber doesn’t hold back and stares right into El Califa’s eyes as well making it known that she is right.
Amber: You know, I expected more from you Califa. And this pattern I’m seeing? I didn’t realize until just now. You gave Nate the job of running the gym just so that it would keep me around didn’t you? You were afraid of my success. I was learning things too quick for your liking so you went and gave Nate something to force me to stay. That’s the sort of thing a narcissist would do. And what do you know, you are one Califa.
The young dragon jabs her pointing finger at El Califa’s chest once more before staring at him with an arrogant look. Her eyes piercing through as the two dragons are engaged in staredown.
Amber: I lost to Triple X. I lost to Triple X because of you. Because of you, I had a million things jumbling in my head and it caused me to lose focus. Not only that, but I was attacked by Cerberus and here’s the best part, my partner was nowhere to be found. Gee, Califa you sure do have a knack for not showing up right when people need you.
The sarcastic tone in Amber’s voice is as arrogant as ever. Amber has a smirk on her face, pleased with herself that she’s giving El Califa a piece of her mind.
El Califa: Wins and losses are all a part of this business that we both love Amber. No need to be upset about it and no need to add to any more of this nonsense. Losing to someone as credible as Triple X is nothing to be ashamed of.
Amber: There you go again with your talk of honor Califa. I’m sick of it. You say that wins and losses are a part of the wrestling world and I agree with you. The problem is, Amber Warren has always strived to be the best. The best do not lose. If I lose, I am not the best, therefore I will not lose, making me the best. Not just the best female wrestler to ever grace a WZCW ring, but the best wrestler ever in WZCW history. Better than the Showtime, better than Everest, better than Ty Burna, better than Michael Winters, and a hell of a lot better than El Califa Dragon.
Amber lets that last statement sink into the mind of El Califa. Seeing as she has more to say, Amber gets right in El Califa’s face, they’re pretty much nose-to-nose.
Amber: Califa, I want you to hear me loud and clear. I’ll even say this slow so that you can follow me straight. You should always remember that it wasn’t I who came to you to be a team, it was you who came to me. It was you who needed me. I didn’t need you. And after all this, I realized that I never needed you. You needed me to fill a gaping hole in your life. You tried to feed off of me and well, I’m sick of it.
She looks right into the very soul of El Califa with her piercing eyes but all El Califa does is stare right back, not backing down from his tag team partner.
Amber: But you know, after all this, I almost found myself forgiving. I almost found myself to understand why you did the things that you did. Like why you wanted me around. You wanted me around because you feel something for me. And you know what the craziest thing is? I might feel something for you.
El Califa seems taken aback as his head moves backwards in a swift motion. He gets close to Amber looking to console her as he tries to put his hand on her shoulder but is soon swatted away by Amber.
Amber:But no! This is wrong! How foolish of me to even think this way. How could anyone love someone like you Califa? Someone who claims to be something they’re not. Someone who’s just been playing a part for so long that they don’t know who they are anymore. To me, that’s just about as low as you can get.
El Califa looks down to the floor seemingly searching for the reasons as to why this conversation has gone on for far too long. Amber uses her hand to lift El Califa’s face from looking down so that they are staring at each other once more.
Amber: Get this through your thick skull Califa, you knew of the Amber Warren of old. The unpolished, awkward, problematic, hot-tempered rookie. But that Amber Warren is no more. The Amber Warren you see before you is now known as the Dragon Queen. And believe me when I tell you this, the reign of the Dragon Queen will begin.
Amber nods her head with every word she speaks while having that maniacal smirk on her face. The tension between the two dragons is clear but neither one backs down from the other.
Amber: With or without you.