AnthonyMango/NoFate007
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We just had to put down our 12 year old lab, Brandy, today...after visiting my grandmom in the hospital.
I couldn't bring myself to say "yes" when they asked if they wanted us to euthanize her. If I did, I think I would hate myself forever. I already hate myself for not being able to do something to fix it, even though I know there's nothing I could've done.
Every day, 12 years, this dog and I were close. I loved her with all my heart. She was such an intelligent, well behaved, loving dog its unbelievable. Not a soul out there that met her didn't fall in love with her.
I was with her when they gave her the first shot to put her to sleep, but I couldn't stay to watch them give her the second shot.
And now when I came home and she wasn't at the front door waiting, and I wasn't able to reach down and pet her head.....
I don't know why I'm posting this. None of you guys really know me outside of being a wrestling fan that writes really long posts. I just feel so empty.
I don't know...
I couldn't bring myself to say "yes" when they asked if they wanted us to euthanize her. If I did, I think I would hate myself forever. I already hate myself for not being able to do something to fix it, even though I know there's nothing I could've done.
Every day, 12 years, this dog and I were close. I loved her with all my heart. She was such an intelligent, well behaved, loving dog its unbelievable. Not a soul out there that met her didn't fall in love with her.
I was with her when they gave her the first shot to put her to sleep, but I couldn't stay to watch them give her the second shot.
And now when I came home and she wasn't at the front door waiting, and I wasn't able to reach down and pet her head.....
I don't know why I'm posting this. None of you guys really know me outside of being a wrestling fan that writes really long posts. I just feel so empty.
I don't know...