I hate flying here. I sit here in this cramp seat and usually the smell of Nathan’s hot dogs sits next to me as Talent just couldn’t get enough of them. Instead I’m stuck next to the smell of mothballs and death. Especially death. I’m not even sure it is safe for this lady to fly. Any bit of turbulence will send this lady into an unexpected (or should I say expected) shock. Nicholas Sparks you read? Pfft, I could write a book that’s more entertaining than his. I don’t see the appeal in flying; I’d rather just hop into a car and drive. However this is my first trip home since I left and I want to make it as quick and painless as possible. My mother is crazy and I’m sure I’ll hear about how much of a disappointment I am. It gets me so angry and I’m not exactly a chipper person when I’m angry. I just wanna get up and rip things apart.
BEARD SMASH!!!!!!!
Havoc reeks across the airline as children scream, men try to fight back (and fail), and the woman scream and try to protected the previously mentioned children. A rage appears like none other as The Beard, now dyed purple and ripped shorts smashes everything around him as the plane tosses and turns in the clouds above. Airline security tries to make the save, but The Beard is just too much from them. If we know anything it is that this may be the end of mankind as we know it.
Sir, sir you need to wake up, we have landed.
The voice of a stewardess awakes me from the dream as I just sigh before I grab my bag and head off to the rental car center. I’m looking for a minivan, yet somehow the guy at the counter convinced me to get some fancy Porsche. I figured why not. I have Talent’s bonus from Kingdom Come since he up and left before they were handed out. The car pulls up and I just can’t help but think a man of my size is going to fit in this car. It is the airplane all over again, fantastic.
I almost hate driving as much as I do flying. The worst part is trying to find a radio station. I don’t have the motivation to search for good music so it is whatever the last user of the car listened to. Pop music, oh how I hate you.
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger (stronger)
Just me, myself, and I
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone…
What are you looking at frat boy, I could make dinner out of your face quicker than you can win a game of beer pong. Yeah you drive away. Speaking of frat boys I have Justin Cooper in a qualifying match on Aftershock for the Mayhem Scramble match. Hmm Mayhem, that might be right down my alley. I can go big, bad, and bearded over all their asses. A lot of pain inflicted and some pain given in return, I dig that. This radio station gets under my skin. Thousand Years by who? Wait is this chick singing random words. Nope there is a chorus and a point to this song. Now there is a song that would be a hit, a song of completely random words.
Tree, stop sign, yellow
Tampa, bottle, bold
Saxton, Saboteur, irregular heartbeat.
Yeah that would totally work. Joy, home. They say it is where the heart is. Well if that is the case then rip mine out and stomp it into the dirt. Stomp into the dirt, I need to remind myself to do that to Justin Cooper’s face. The house looks different from the last I remember. The shutters are painted, the house is redone. Hmm, maybe mom isn’t as nuts as I think she is.
***DING DONG***
Hello Jasper.
It’s Jay mom.
Please come in.
The place looks nice ma, you’ve done the place well.
It would be much nice if you would be here more often.
Don’t start mom.
I’m just saying. You are wasting your brain doing whatever it is you do. You could have been a world class author or poet. I still have the poems you wrote around the house. I’ve had them painted in certain rooms. They will live forever with me, it is just a shame they don’t live with you.
Sophistication still serves a purpose in my life mom. I’m no different than I was when I left home.
You mean when you left me here alone with your dying father and went off on some journey to find yourself. There was nothing to find. Everything was here. You could have lived a great life and settled down. With beautiful grandchildren.
I’m not the settling down type mom.
The last thing I want this woman to know is that I’m in relationship with a beautiful woman who actually loves me for who I am and not for what I could have been.
Don’t give me that Jasper. You were with that pretty blonde, what’s her name?
I just shrug my shoulders, I know her name. So does my mom though. She’ll spit it out, she just wants me to feel guilty about it.
Karin Marshall. That’s it. You remember her right hun?
I remember Karin, things just didn’t work out.
Didn’t work out? Don’t give me that Jasper. It would have worked out but you just up and left. And now you come back home looking for answers with that God awful Beard. What would your father said. That’s right, you killed him! Damn it, you leaving put him in his grave. Maybe if you would have stayed home and went to school like a normal child your father would still be sitting here today and we wouldn’t be so disconnected.
Well if this wasn’t the straw that broke the camel’s back. She thinks me leaving is what caused my father to die? Maybe if she wasn’t such a conniving bitch things would be different. Maybe it is time I give her a piece of my mind. Maybe it is time for me to explode.
I killed dad? That was all on me? Maybe if you didn’t walk around seeking pity for dad’s sake things would be different. All you wanted was attention while dad sat there ill. There was nothing any of us could do. Me leaving had nothing to do with him dying. You forced me out mom, you did this to me. You drove me to this mental instability that I’ve been trying to fight off. For once in my life I was nearly happy and things started falling apart, but maybe that is a good thing. Maybe I need this carnage in my life. Maybe I need mayhem.
Don’t you dare raise your voice at me Jasper.
I will raise my voice mom. I’m not one of your puppets that you can control like dad was. I will stand up for myself, I will do what is right for me. And clearly that isn’t here. I belong outside of this hell that you have forced upon me. I like my way of life. I don’t care if you don’t approve. I have the perfect mix of old and new. I still hold pieces of home near my heart. I have the poetry, the wine, the fine eating. But that isn’t enough to keep me happy mom. I have become a man of beardhood and a man of life mottos. And more importantly a man of wrestling. This childhood that drove me to insane lengths and made me a miserable mess, I can finally destroy those thoughts by taking out any and all frustrations out on my opponents. I’m a man of two sides, a Jekkyl and Hyde of sorts. A man of pure sophistication and a man of pure hatred.
That was the end of that. Door flies open and out I go. My mom’s thoughts, I’ll never know. I left her there like I did years back, but unlike the last time I won’t come back. Moving onto the Mayhem division may be the best thing that could happen to me. I can finally unleash this pent up anger and pound it into the poor soul who stands across from me. Justin Cooper, the hitlist starts with you and it ends with the Mayhem championship. Let the Bearded Mayhem begin.