Eight Years Ago
The hall is humming with the noise of the waiting crowd. People are slowly making their way to their seats, as crew members are doing the final checks of the ringside area.
Two teenagers make their way from the back of the hall to their seats. Xander Knight and Abigail Park. Both are sixteen. X has spiked-up red hair, and Abi has shoulder-length black hair with a hint of purple about it.
Abi: I cant believe your parents fell for that again.
Xander: I know! Youd think theyd learn their lesson after the first three times.
Abi: Did you tell them you were going round to mine?
Xander. No, I told them Johnnys. His parents are out of town, but he said hed cover for me.
They sit down a few rows from the front. Xander takes his backpack off, and takes out two bottles and opens one, passing it to Abi before doing the same to his own.
Xander: These guys are good. Saw them a couple of years ago with dad.
Abi: Well, as long as I see The Great Avenger here, Im happy.
Xander: Im still not sure why you like him.
Abi: You jealous?
Xander: You nuts?
Abi: Oh come ON! Hes amazing! The stuff he does is unreal. Its-
Xander: -stuff that Oscar Sanchez did years ago.
Abi: Okay, what makes Sanchez greater than Avenger?
Xander: What?
Abi: Come on!
Xander: Youre seriously asking me that question?
Abi: Well if you cant answer-
Xander: Sanchez was innovative. He did things no-one else had done, and he made it look easy. And he carried a special flow into each of his matches. Avenger isnt bad, but hes a disjointed mess. He does things that make no sense and shows no real smarts in the ring. He just leaps off the top rope without thinking about it. And he takes things from other people and passes them off as his own.
Abi: Well, I like it. He looks cool.
Xander:
okay, Ill concede he wears a pretty sweet mask.
They both laugh. The ring announcer for the evening; a rather large fellow in an obviously old and worn tux, enters the ring with a microphone.
Announcer: Ladies and gentlemen, tonights show shall begin in five minutes! Please take this time to find your seats so you dont miss any of the action!
Abi takes a sip of her beer, and turns to face Xander.
Abi: We could totally do this, you know.
Xander: What; ring announce or wear a really bad tuxedo?
Abi: No...I mean, we could find a wrestling school, learn the basics-
Xander: Oh, and you have a few hundred dollars lying around?
Abi: No, but-
Xander: Or a job to support buying gear and travelling?
Abi: Im just saying-
Xander: Ab, its a pipe dream. Besides; whod take a chance on a pair of potheads like us?
Abi: Im just saying, if we really want to do it, we could.
Xander turns to face her; a soft smile on his face. Her earrings catch his eye; small studs in the shape of butterflies.
Xander: Is that what you want?
Abi: I dunno
its the only thing I can see myself doing I the future.
Xander: Huh.
Abi: What?
Xander: Nothing; I just
I dont tend to think about the future much, is all.
Abi: You should. Were not young forever. Weve got to start thinking what we want to do with the rest of our lives, and throwing each other around in your back yard on crash mats is one thing, but if we really want to give it a go
I just dont want to miss an opportunity.
Xander: Ab, we have the rest of our lives together to do that stuff. For now, we should just enjoy what we have.
Abi: And whats that?
Xander: Four more bottles.
Abi laughs at the snappyness of Xs remark, as the lights in the hall go down. She leans her head on his shoulder as loud, generic rock music signifies the start of the show.
Abi: You and I could do it. We could do anything we set our minds to.
Xander: Now that MUST be the beer talking.
Abi: I mean it. With you by my side, nothing could possibly stop me.
Xander smiles, and kisses Abi on the top of the head, as the first wrestler of the night comes out.
Xander: Together, were invincible.
Triple X is sitting alone in the locker room. Ascension 55 is over, and the hum of the stadium leaving in unison is all but drowned out by the noise of Xs thoughts in his head. He stares down at the necklace in his hand, and runs his fingers over the tattoo etched into his forearm. Xs mind is ablaze with thoughts, none of which make a coherent stream of consciousness. He drops the necklace into his rucksack, zips it up, and exits the room.
Her life. Thats what Im living right now. She wanted the dream of being a pro-wrestler, not me. Oh sure, Ive grown into loving it. Its become my life. But no matter how much my passion for it grows, itll still be a direct response to the darkest day of my life.
Shes the reason I do this. Every success is to make up for the success she cannot accomplish. Every win I get is a win she will never have. Every time I step through that curtain, I take in that reaction; the roar of the crowd. And wherever she is now, I know that she feels that response through me.
But Abi was a person deserving to be champion. I may have tasted Elite X gold, but I lost it, and failed to regain it. She deserves better than that.
My very existence disgraces her memory.
Faith: ...dude, since when did you get so emo?
X looks up, almost snapping out of a trance. Ascension 55 has long been and gone, and its only a few days before the Supershow. He and
Faith are sitting in a coffee shop in this weeks host city. He stares at her as she gives him the most persecuting of stares she can manage.
X:
emo?
Faith: Yeah, you know? Bleeding heart, sob story, feeling sorry for yourself. And you have the hairstyle anyway
X: Oh gee, thanks!
Faith: Any time.
X leans back in his chair and lets out a sigh.
X: Shes just been on my mind a lot lately. I mean, shes never truly out of my mind; the dead who you care about can never truly be free from your thoughts. But its what you do with those thoughts that matters, and up until recently Id been pretty good at channelling it.
Faith: Then whats changed?
X: Well, the only thing thats recently changed is the Elite X league.
Faith: So, what, is this just your reaction to it? A feeling of needing to win? For her?
X: I dont know.
Faith: Or is it just an overwhelming desire to slap Justin Cooper again?
X laughs at the thought of him kicking Justin Coopers head off. A little sadistic, maybe, but a nonetheless pleasing thought.
X: Something I would do with pleasure. Still, hes the guy who beat the man I couldnt beat. Gotta give him props for that.
Faith: Yeah, who then lost to Sam Smith; a guy who you beat.
X: Smith was only just back at that point. Now hes in the groove, hes more dangerous than ever before. Coopers also more dangerous; hell be looking to prove a point that hes the deserving number one contender. I need to prove him wrong. I need to prove to him, and to everyone who has an opinion on the subject that I am a worthy champion.
Faith: X, dont you think youre holding the Elite X championship in too high a regard?
X: In what way?
Faith: I just
Faith looks away for a second, before taking a deep breath
it just looks like youre settling for a middle-of-the-card championship as opposed to gunning for a new challenge. I mean, okay, sure, you have pride invested in that title, but what about the Eurasian title? Or maybe the Mayhem championship? Or what about the world title? Instead, you seem fixated on that one damn belt. And, obviously a title is important, but why is this match so important to you?
X looks up, then back down to the table. Almost instinctively, he'd taken the necklace out of his pocket, and had begun playing with it.
X: The Elite X title was my first title win in this company. And I won it right around
X trails off, gathering himself before continuing
right around the anniversary. I made a promise to her that I wouldnt let her down again. That Id go out and win it, for her, and become a legend in this company, all for her. And
Faith:
and what?
X: Its gonna sound stupid, but Im not ready for anything else yet. I felt that I could easily take on the world as Elite X champion, but the second I lost it I felt more weak, more vulnerable than ever before. And when I couldnt get it back, against a guy Id beaten before in Mick Overlast
Faith: You didnt let her down. One loss, X. Everyone has them. And not everyone becomes champion, even once.
X: I know that. But I need to win it again. To prove to myself that Im ready to move to the next level. To prove it to her.
Faith: What about you?
X looks back up.
X: What about me?
Faith: You spend all this time worrying about what the fans want. What she wants. What about you? Xander, you need to start thinking about what Triple X wants in his life. Not about people who you dont know. Not about people who are-
X: -dont say it-
Faith sighs, and leans forward, resting her arms on the table.
Faith: You really think she wants you to worry about her? You need to go out there and want to beat Cooper for yourself. You need to do it because you have the desire to win, for you. Not for her.
X: Thats not how it works.
Faith: Then change the rules.
X: You know what-
Faith: No, Xander. I dont. But I do know what driving yourself down this path feels like. It rips apart at your insides and whatevers left feels like poison. And you constantly strive to get better. But you need to realize that youve done a lot in your short time here. Have you hit a bump? Sure. But everyone does, X.
X: How could you possibly know?
Faith pauses for a moment before answering.
Faith: There's more to people than meets the eye, X. You should have learned that by now.
She reaches out and grabs one of his hands.
Faith: I dont want you to lose sight here.
X looks back down at the necklace.
X: Thats exactly what youre telling me to do. The only reason Im here is her. She wanted this, and I followed her path, Faith. I may have grown to love it, I may have naturally taken to it, but this wasnt my path. It was hers. I dont just need to do this for her. Im doing it because of her.
X pulls his hand away, and leans back again. As he does, a
girl no older than twelve comes up to the table, slowly and shyly, with a small booklet and a pen in her hand.
Girl: Excuse me, are you
Triple X? Could I have an autograph please?
X is slow to look up, but finally catches her gaze. As he does, he sees something sparkle; in her left ear a stud shaped like a butterfly; incredibly similar to Abis. The similarity and coincidence cant help but make him smile.
Faith: sweetie, Im not sure that-
X: -no, its okay Faith. Whats your name?
Girl: Sarah. Are you going to beat Justin Cooper?
X smiles again.
X: Ill definitely try my hardest.
Sarah: I hope you do. I dont like him. Hes rude, and youre nice, and I want you to win. And when I grow up, Im gonna be a wrestler like you.
X finishes signing the booklet, and gives it back to her.
X: Itll be my pleasure to beat him.
Sarah smiles, and turns away and runs back to her table. X, still with a smile on his face, turns his gaze back to the table and the necklace. He stares for a moment, before putting it back around his neck.
Cooper might want a fight, but hes not gonna want any part of me come Ascension. Ive invested far too much emotion into that championship to lose to a scumbag like him. I need to show him what it takes to be a true champion.
Faith was half- right, but she didnt quite get there. I shouldnt be doing this for Abi: that much is true. But thats because shes already here with me, fighting as a part of me. The ink on my skin, the necklace, the very memory of her is inside of me. A whole part of me. And I thought I understood it when I said it back then, but now I know the true meaning of what I told her that night.
We are one, and
X: Together, were invincible.
Faith: What?
X looks back up and smiles back at her.
X: Its nothing.