Serious Jones
start wearin' purple for me now
I think the only person who will ever know the whole story is Chris Benoit.
First, there is no chance, and there should not be a chance, that Chris Benoit will ever be inducted into the Hall of Fame. That is one of the most ludicrous requests I have ever heard. He was a greatly gifted wrestler, but that doesn't justify what happened.
I think this was fully Benoit's doing. I do not think that he was in the state of mind that he usually was. This was not very premeditated, in my opinion. I don't believe that he was secretly becoming a murderer for years beforehand. I do think events and choices in his own life building up were the cause. Were steroids a catalyst? I'm sure. Was brain damage a catalyst? I'm sure. In my mind, both of those combined, and the third, possibly most important catalyst, Eddie Guerrero's death, pushed him over the edge.
We know from his actions that Chris was a Christian man who believed that Eddie was in Heaven. We'll never truly know what happened, but I speculate that in his disturbed mind, he saw ending his family's life and his own was a way to get them to Heaven, which is where he believed Eddie to be. I'm sure that Chris had a reason, and it's a shame that there will never be a definitive answer.
Another important fact is that the deaths weren't done at the same time. In his altered state, he may have killed Daniel and Nancy, but then perhaps he snapped out of it. This could have been where he realized what he had done and placed Bibles by their bodies. If he ever got out of his murderous state of mind, he must have realized that his life was over. His family was dead, and he would surely be caught and humiliated in front of the world before being executed. Committing suicide was an understandable decision, if that were the case.
I feel as if Chris reached a normal state of mind before committing suicide, and that was where he made his peace. I believe in a God of unconditional forgiveness, and I would assume that Chris did, too. I choose to believe that the whole Benoit family is in a better place.
This is all just speculation of course. Just what I would like to believe happened.
First, there is no chance, and there should not be a chance, that Chris Benoit will ever be inducted into the Hall of Fame. That is one of the most ludicrous requests I have ever heard. He was a greatly gifted wrestler, but that doesn't justify what happened.
I think this was fully Benoit's doing. I do not think that he was in the state of mind that he usually was. This was not very premeditated, in my opinion. I don't believe that he was secretly becoming a murderer for years beforehand. I do think events and choices in his own life building up were the cause. Were steroids a catalyst? I'm sure. Was brain damage a catalyst? I'm sure. In my mind, both of those combined, and the third, possibly most important catalyst, Eddie Guerrero's death, pushed him over the edge.
We know from his actions that Chris was a Christian man who believed that Eddie was in Heaven. We'll never truly know what happened, but I speculate that in his disturbed mind, he saw ending his family's life and his own was a way to get them to Heaven, which is where he believed Eddie to be. I'm sure that Chris had a reason, and it's a shame that there will never be a definitive answer.
Another important fact is that the deaths weren't done at the same time. In his altered state, he may have killed Daniel and Nancy, but then perhaps he snapped out of it. This could have been where he realized what he had done and placed Bibles by their bodies. If he ever got out of his murderous state of mind, he must have realized that his life was over. His family was dead, and he would surely be caught and humiliated in front of the world before being executed. Committing suicide was an understandable decision, if that were the case.
I feel as if Chris reached a normal state of mind before committing suicide, and that was where he made his peace. I believe in a God of unconditional forgiveness, and I would assume that Chris did, too. I choose to believe that the whole Benoit family is in a better place.
This is all just speculation of course. Just what I would like to believe happened.