My mom's going back to the hospital..

[Freddy4190]

She just finished up her last radiation treatment today. The ambulance is getting ready to pick her up. She said she feels like somethig is crawling out of her chest and she just doesnt feel right. She's absolutely dripping with sweat and looks awful. I keep trying to stay fucking positive. I keep trying to be like, "Oh, she'll be fine. Don't worry Fred, she'll be back to her normal any day now." Then I see her barely able to stand up, in tears, having to use a walker and loading up on medication just so she can sleep at night. I hate this so bad. I keep praying, keep like.. hoping. I wish I could just snap my fingers and make it go away. I have this feeling like, I feel bad because I can't do anything about it.

 

[TheOneBigWill]

I can't tell you that things will get better. I'm assuming because you mentioned radiation treatment, that your Mother has Cancer - or has had and could be going into relapse. Either way, the best I can say is I am sorry and I hope that a pure miracle happens to help her overcome this.

Fred, your age says you're 20. I don't know if thats true or not but I will say this. Whether you're 20, under, or over, being on the edge of losing a Parent is never an easy thing to do. And its even harder to understand.

Life is what it is, and everyone has to go at some point. That being said, of course no one wants their loved ones to go "now". I truly wish there was more I could say, or even do, for more reasons than you know.. but unfortunately, this is life and its something unfortunate, something hard, and something no one should have to face or go through - yet almost everyone does, and will, at some point in their life.

I am sorry.

 

[Moon Knight]

I lost my dad at 21, it's never fun or easy. You have to find a way to cope and get on with your life, it wont be easy but trust me she wouldnt want you to suffer. I still remember watching my father in a wheelchair, barely being able to move..Sucks, but it was better he went. I still remember his wake, he looked so peaceful and for first time in years he wasnt hurting, he was at rest. I couldnt help but smile a little, be a little happy for him.

But lets look keep a bright outlook, Cancer can be beaten and you can live. Depends on the type, I have no idea what type of cancer she has, but the best you can do now is just be there for her and make sure that she knows you love her. Trust me, nothing is worse than losing a parent if you think they had no idea of that. I am sorry, I do hope she makes it, I never want to see this happen to anyone. Just cherish the time.

 

[Freddy4190]

She has Stage 4 Lung Cancer. It's spread to her hips, ribs. Yeah, I really am 20 IC.

 

[Moon Knight]

She has Stage 4 Lung Cancer. It's spread to her hips, ribs. Yeah, I really am 20 IC.

If you need to talk I can try to help you out, also Will is a good guy, he maybe able to help as well. But thats up to him.

 

[One Punch Doug Crashin]

I'm here as well. Shoot me a PM and I'll try to send some healing energies to your mother as well. (It's called Reiki and yes, believe it or not it works).

 

[Ferbian]

I'm sorry to hear that Freddy, I sadly can't say I have anything comforting to say in the manner of "everything will be okay" because I can't guarantee that, but I will cross my fingers for you and your family.

While there's probably plenty of people you'd go to before me, I'll follow suit and say that I will gladly talk if you need it.

 

[D-Man]

I'm sorry to hear about this, and no offense, but I can never understand why posters "bare all" on this forum.

But I wish you all the best.