The scene opens on Hiraku Susumus study. Everything has been restored to order; the room is neat and organized. Hiraku sits at his desk, his book open, reading from previous entries while lightly tapping his fingers on the wood.
So much of this will have to be revised. Damn this curse of enlightenment in a human body. I have learned so much, even in these few months. I long for the day when I transcend this mortal coil.
He continues reading, scoffing at one passage.
The path that leads to enlightenment is paved with honor. To deceive others is to deceive yourself. Dated two years past. Did I believe this once?
He tears the page out of the book.
Honor. What is honor? Pah. He spits. Honor is meaningless, a word made up by the foolish to stop powerful men from doing what they wish. I make my own honor.
He reads on, shaking his head, muttering, and crossing out lines as he goes. Eventually he lets out a deep sigh.
What am I doing? I already know what I must do. This book is a failure. If the enlightened mind can evolve every day, working closer and closer to true transcendence, this book is nothing more than a weight around my feet.
He stands up, grabbing a metal trash can from the side of his desk. He tosses the book into it. He reaches for a box of matches on his desk. He lights one, and throws it in.
I cannot hope to write down a path to enlightenment if my understanding of it changes daily. I will teach from my own mind, the only thing in which I can be sure.
He heaves a deep sigh.
What tragedy this is. An enlightened soul, trapped with human mind and human body. These fools should worship me for tolerating this, just to help them. Truly, I am a saint.
He resumes his seat. He glances at his desk, and something catches his eye. A small knife a letter opener.
Odd. I do not remember this being here.
He takes it in hand, turning it over and examining it. A far off voice in his head seems to be saying something about the knife, but he ignores it.
Strange. Come to think of it, I have no knives here. I cannot think of anywhere I have a knife. Surely I need a knife, from time to time. But this is the only one I can think of owning, and until just now, I could not have remembered it.
He turns the knife over, looking at the blade. He admires its sharpness.
Ah, if only all things were thus. Made perfectly apportioned to their task. I should hope one day I may make all men thus. But, alas.
He sighs again and sets the knife down.
Flawed as I am, my work will ever be flawed. To have the perfection of this knife
alas.
Suddenly, as if the whole world leapt ahead of his perception, Hiraku finds himself with the knife in his hand again. His head is clouded, confused.
Only natural to test such a blade
He hears himself saying this, but the words are not his own.
The most glorious feeling erupts across his body. Pain, searing pain, cutting across his arm, no, not his arm, someone elses arm, surely. Euphoria, a beautiful rush, new, or was it new, more like a lover remembered only after the first embrace. Never again? Thats what you said, all those years ago.
Suddenly, with the force of a hurricane gale, Hiraku returns to consciousness. He lies on the floor, gasping for air.
What
He looks at his arm. Three bloody gashes cut across it. The knife is laying across the room from him, thrown away as if in anger. Covered in blood.
My blood
Hiraku stands, shaking, moving to the chair. He cannot remove his eyes from his arm. He shakes his head, trying to clear his thoughts. But his eyes cannot help but return to the gashes on his arm, crimson red. He has the unsettling impression that someone, something Inside my own mind! -is trying to tell him something, remind him of something he never should have forgotten.
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Days later, at Hirakus gym. Hiraku waits calmly. He wears his suit, but the bulge of a thick bandage can be detected beneath the long sleeve.
The door is thrown open as Alexander Stark and Sascha arrive.
Good afternoon, Stark. Hirakus voice is just a note weaker than usual, but Stark misses nothing.
Hiraku. Youre feeling alright? You sound off.
I am quite alright, I assure you. Slightly tired. I found myself reading late into the night.
Stark raises an eyebrow.
Eh? I thought you didnt read.
Pay attention. I read works of philosophy, as it pleases me. I was reading the work of the Zen master, Zhuangzi.
Oh? And what did you learn from the great master?
Hiraku gestures for Stark to sit at the nearby table. He pours tea for the two of them from a platter set on the table.
Zhuangzi dreamed he was a butterfly.
And when he awoke, he did not know whether he was Zhuangzi dreaming of the butterfly, or the butterfly dreaming of Zhuangzi.
Good. You are learned in the ways of Zen, then.
I have read the work of Zhuangzi, yes.
Then you have considered the problem of the butterfly.
Stark makes a sweeping gesture with a hint of mockery in it.
What is the nature of reality? What are our minds? Are we all just brains in jars?
He scoffs.
Empty questions, better considered by a half-baked university student than by such sober men as us.
Are they?
Stark flashes a mildly irritated glance at Hiraku.
Have you better answers to resolve Zhuangzis problem, then?
This is where we differ, Stark. I am enlightened, and you are not. I am equipped to answer such questions. One day, you may be equally so.
Then enlighten me.
Hiraku sets his tea down, stands, and paces idly.
The problem at the heart of Zhuangzis question is this what is the mind? Can we be sure our own minds exist, if we can dream of being other minds? Can we be sure we do not live in a simulation?
No.
Then I ask the question does it matter? Would being a brain in a jar change the innate nature of a mind?
It would change what a mind is, fundamentally, but not what a mind does, in this world.
Is that so? Consider the difference between being and doing.
Susumu waits for a moment, letting Stark work through the problem in his own mind.
Why does it matter? The separation of being and doing.
Doing follows from being. If one does not understand what is, his actions will be flawed. Imagine a man walking in a dark room. He may walk, but he will stumble over unfamiliar ground, fall over furniture. He may do, but he does not what is. The man who understands the being of the room turns the light on and walks boldly.
Then we are all men walking in the dark, since none can truly understand the being.
None
except the enlightened. Zhuangzi was not. I am.
Then tell me.
Simply this. We can define reality for ourselves. This is what we dare to do you and I, Stark where others fear. This is why we are Mind Over Matter. The rest let the world define itself. We are better than that. We dare to define the world on our own terms, and force it to conform. We exert our minds over mere dust. We know the being because we make the being. We cannot help but do with the knowledge of truth because we define what is.
Stark nods, understanding.
And here I thought Mind Over Matter was just a name.
Whats in a name, Stark?
Stark raises an eyebrow.
You said you didnt read English silliness.
I refuse to be at your disadvantage. I have read your Shakespeare.
All of it?
I said I was up late.
Stark grins and barks a laugh.
All of this with Zhuangzi. I never took you for a religious man, Hiraku.
Who says that I am?
The works of a Zen master. All of your talk of Enlightenment. Its all very Zen Buddhist.
Hiraku spits.
If I am a religious man, it is not Buddhism. Their enlightenment is false. I have read of their Buddha, and I know him to be false, for I am enlightened, and his path to enlightenment was not mine. Therefore he is a liar. I read the works of the Zen philosophers to take their half glimpsed truths to their full completion, as I have done with Zhuangzi.
Bold of you.
Bold men will inherit the Earth.
Theres a passage in the Bible that claims just the opposite.
Hiraku now raises his eyebrow.
And I never took you for a religious man, Stark.
And who says I am? A man can read a book without making a religion out of it.
I get the feeling from you. Who are your gods, Alexander?
Power. Success. Wealth. Knowledge. He gestures at the championship belt laying nearby. Gold.
Admirable goals.
I think so. Who are your gods, Susumu?
A twisted grin comes across Hirakus face.
Why
my gods? My gods are Ricky Runn and Austin Reynolds.
Stark looks incredulous.
You cant be serious.
Of course I am. Surely, for what I will do for them, they must be as gods to me. How does one serve a god, if not by rendering all their talent to the glory and honor of this god? But this is what I shall do for Reynolds and Runn. I will work my art on their fragile bodies, and they will know the greatest gift I can give to them. I will show them pain such that they have never felt before the most glorious pain they have ever felt. I can think of no greater gift I can render a man. I will give to them all I can in the hope that they may become as enlightened as I can I do them any greater service? If I will give them all I can, if I will serve them to my utmost, can they be considered anything else? Surely, Reynolds and Runn are my gods. And I know no better way to serve my gods than to destroy them, and raise them up more glorious than they ever were before.
Stark has developed a twisted grin to match Hirakus.
Sometimes you terrify me in the best possible way, Hiraku-san.