Sometimes when I lie down, trying to sleep, I imagine a concept in my head, if I could go to any event in history at all. If I could stand there amidst it all, and yet, not really be there... I will feel like I am living, yet I cant be seen, acknowledged, I cant feel pain wherever I am and I cannot die.
I say these last two ones, because whenever I wonder where I would go, my head always seems to travel to 1945, August 6th to be precise... The day the first Atomic bomb destroyed life.
I just try to imagine it from different perspectives, even though you are not really there, imagine standing in the middle of it all when that blinding light hits you, that mushroom cloud rises up. Imagine watching it from the outskirts of the bomb area, watching the city collapes in one nuclear wave, watching the people around you, their reactions.. What happens to them.
Imagine what the hell it must look like to stand right in the centre, right below the point of detonation. To see the effects of the unbearable heat and yet not be able to feel it, to watch the people around you melt away in an instant.. I think I would suffer enough trauma without the physical aspect just to witness this.
Imagine dropping from the plane with the bomb, knowing whats about to happen.. Watching that city come closer, waiting for the explosion thats going to go off right beside you...
I always try to imagine what this would be like, and it terrifies me just to imagine. But what about you? If you could go anywhere at all in history.... Where would you go? Why?
I say these last two ones, because whenever I wonder where I would go, my head always seems to travel to 1945, August 6th to be precise... The day the first Atomic bomb destroyed life.
I just try to imagine it from different perspectives, even though you are not really there, imagine standing in the middle of it all when that blinding light hits you, that mushroom cloud rises up. Imagine watching it from the outskirts of the bomb area, watching the city collapes in one nuclear wave, watching the people around you, their reactions.. What happens to them.
Imagine what the hell it must look like to stand right in the centre, right below the point of detonation. To see the effects of the unbearable heat and yet not be able to feel it, to watch the people around you melt away in an instant.. I think I would suffer enough trauma without the physical aspect just to witness this.
Imagine dropping from the plane with the bomb, knowing whats about to happen.. Watching that city come closer, waiting for the explosion thats going to go off right beside you...
I always try to imagine what this would be like, and it terrifies me just to imagine. But what about you? If you could go anywhere at all in history.... Where would you go? Why?