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"I just don't know if it's a good idea is all, Dorian."
Ellie stood with her arms folded in the middle of the brand new nursery, the one Dorian had just renovated himself. The room was initially used as a room for all of Dorian's files and cases; it used to be littered with the notes and reports of thousands of patients. Thousands of people, all who came to Dorian for help, in their time of need. Some could be helped... Others were already past the point of no return. But Dorian once lovingly kept every file and paper attached to every patient he had ever come across. He did so out of devotion... And though he never told anyone else, he often left certain cases opened. In the middle of the night, sometimes unable to sleep, Dorian would stumble over to his study, and stare at the files of too far gone patients, and search for an answer. Something, anything, that could crack the code, and save the already lost patient.
Now, in a showing of love for his wife, he agreed to create a new nursery for their incoming child. He spent countless hours, moving all of his files out of the room, all of his information. Dorian decided that some of the files could go... But he would always keep the files of lost patients in his den. He would feel uncomfortable without them... He would not feel like Dorian Geigel.
Dorian's work had paid off; the room looked absolutely perfect, for a baby. Toys of every shade of the rainbow smiled cheerfully at an expecting crib; the crib itself was a very rich, painted by Dorian in a glossy eggshell. It stood in the middle of the room, much like the newborn soon would be in the middle of Dorian and Ellie's wife. Dorian slavishly labored over his newborn's room... But now, the time had come to decide how to decorate the walls. Currently, the walls were a barren white, but they would soon be painted with many different kinds of bright, happy colors. But Dorian has posed a modest request for his wife, now very much visibly pregnant, and visibly agitated. Dorian had asked if they could paint pictures of great heroes on the walls of the baby's room. When the idea of glorifying violent warriors of justice was brought to Ellie's attention, she scoffed, before dismissing the idea. But Dorian was going to stand his ground.
"And I don't think it will be nearly as harmful for Ethan as you believe," Dorian countered. The two seemed at an impasse. "I don't see what's the big deal, Ellie... And I don't see how this will be so bad for our son, either."
Ellie sighed, and rolled her eyes. She shot a determined glare at Dorian, and explained her position again. "Dorian, you know how I feel about Ethan growing up with violence around him... I just don't want him to glamorize violence. And the characters you're asking to plaster on his walls, the very things he'll see when he wakes up every morning, regularly carry swords and fight to the death. I get that they're your heroes, Dorian... But I just don't think they should be Ethan's."
Ellie knew she had gone too far. Dorian had that look in his eyes... The kind that revealed a hurt, that he'd never openly discuss. Ellie was no saint; she knew had hurt Dorian many times before. Every time, it would draw this look in his eyes; he would become quiet for some time, and Ellie would feel awful. Dorian always knew that Ellie would feel guilty... Which is why he would stay so quiet. He loved her so much, that he could never think of hurting her more. They stood in silence, before Ellie walked over, and hugged her husband. They made eye contact... Dorian's eyes always softened when they locked eyes. He relaxed, and Ellie softly spoke.
"I didn't mean to invalidate your heroes, Dorian," she explained. "But you have to understand... I don't want Ethan to grow up and idolize fighting. I don't want him to believe heroes only solve their problems by fighting..."
It was quiet for some time. Dorian sighed, and looked down. He looked back up to his wife.
"Frodo didn't just solve his problems by fighting..."
"I know, Dorian, but you want to put the whole Fellowship on Ethan's walls. Gimli, Aragorn, Legolas... You want to introduce them all to Ethan so soon, and that scares me."
"May I ask why?"
"It scares me... Because I don't want Ethan going through life, thinking that you have to be some warrior to be a hero. I know I'm being over-protective... But I want our son to know that he can be a hero, without being some sword yielding mythical creature. Holding a sword, using magic, none of that makes you a hero... And you know that, Dorian, but I don't want my son growing up to believe that."
Dorian sighed, and thought this over. There was so much he and his wife were in perfect harmony over... This was a couple that knew what the other thought, and when. But Dorian could never impart his love of Lord of the Rings on his lovely bride. Try as he might, she could never get wrapped up in the whimsy behind the fantasy. When Ellie finally agreed to see The Fellowship of the Ring, out of love for her husband, she tried as hard as she could to get absorbed in the world. Try as she might, she never could. After the movie, she feigned an interest, but Dorian saw right through his wife. She finally admitted, with a tinge of shame, that she just didn't find herself growing into Dorian's passion.
"It isn't just warriors with swords... The hobbits have to rely on their knowledge. They don't need swords... Frodo rarely fights..." This argument was given with a slight hint of resentment, as though Ellie had type casted something Dorian deeply loved. "So... What do you want to do with the walls?"
Ellie smirked a little, and answered as quickly as possible. "Dr. Seuss."
Dorian chuckled to himself, and shook his head a little. "You'll excuse me a little if I find it a little hollow for you to criticize my heroes for being fictional, while you adore a man who wrapped himself in whimsical fantasy."
Ellie shook her head... Dorian may have seemed like he was joking, but she knew well that there was a hint of sincerity in his joke. "Dr. Seuss never had to rely on The Grinch killing the Who's down in Whoville, to make him a great character."
Dorian held up a finger. "Oh, come now, dear. I'm sure I could do the same rhyming schtick that he did."
Ellie smirked, and let out a playful, You wouldn't last a day rhyming like him."
Dorian's voice boomed throughout the room, as he began to speak.
I know for a fact I could keep up this rhyme!
Yes, I could do it all of the time!"
Ellie did her best to hide a laugh, before wrapping her arms around Dorian's waist, and trying to tackle him down to the ground. "Cram it, Doc!" Dorian hugged his wife, but also dragged her down, as they playfully fell to the ground. Dorian made sure to protect his pregnant wife, but also tickled her, as she howled in laughter. "Ok, I quit, you win!"
The two lay together, on the floor of the nursery, in absolute bliss. They enjoyed the silence of one another's company, before Dorian spoke up. "You know... After all this, I never asked what you feel makes a hero."
She smiled, and lovingly looked at her husband. "Heroes don't live by the sword... They live by the purity in their heart. They live to save the world... but they refuse to destroy a life to do so."
Dorian stared at his wife for some time, in peaceful happiness.