DING! DING!
The picture is still black, much like it was back on the bus not too long ago. The picture's darkness however did nothing to stop sound from coming through quite clearly.
DING! DING!
Deep breath. Small cough to clear the throat and a faint spitting sound afterward.
DING! DING!
Clearly the sound behind the darkness was a ring bell, even those who have never participated or spectated a combat event would place the sound.
It's uh... it's a bit odd how some sounds can create silence immediately after they are heard.
Jonathan's voice was low and faintly muffled, another cough and spit would clear out the pipes to make him sound a bit clearer.
Y'know those sounds I'm talking about. Someone hears a gun and a lot of the time drop to the floor in silence for fear of being found. When a baby cries for the first time, a friend of mine described that when she heard her baby for the very first time all sound stopped for her, just... Snap of the fingers is heard. Like that... y'know, just nothing else was as important as that previous sound, and so no other sound was allowed in.
DING! DING!
The picture finally comes into frame, as if someone had just turned on the television. There sat Jonathan Hyada, center ring of a local and currently sparsely populated boxing gym. Faint sounds of people lifting weights or hitting bags was heard off in the distance, but nothing that really interrupted the man sitting center stage, if you will. He was donned in the same Black Venom hoodie as he had worn on the bus earlier, clean shaven now, blue eyes staring up at the camcorder perched on the top turnbuckle in front of him. He wasn't quite fully in ring gear, sporting just the shorts and knee pads, boots off to the side. Upon his lap was the source of the "ding! ding!" sound; a ring bell. Common place in gyms like this, simple brass bell attached to a wooden plank with a small hammer linked to it by a chain.
That... DING! DING! Jonathan tapped the bell again with the hammer, is one of those such sounds for me. I've heard it... dozens upon dozens upon dozens of times. I've heard it in victory and in defeat, had my eyes glued to the time keeper as he's rung it as well as when I've slipped in and out of consciousness. But... no matter what... no matter when...
DING! DING!
That sound shuts the world off to me for a moment. I don't even hear myself breath for a few moments after the sound of the bell. No thump, thump, thump of the heart. No referee giving instruction. No ring announcer spouting information about the winner or loser. Just, silence.
Jonathan pulled the hood from his head and let it settle in a bit of a clump behind his shoulders. Off in the distance a weight clanged against the floor which drew Jon's attention for a moment before returning to look at the camcorder.
We as fighters, at least in my experience and point of view, aren't afforded many moments such as that. We don't get a lot of silence. If it's not trainers barking out orders, it's the referees telling you to get your hand off the cage or something. If it's not the referees, it's the crowd shouting cheers for whomever they like the best that night. If it's not the crowd then it's the sound of the actual combat, punches landing, feet moving. And last but not least, if it's not that... then it's your breath, your own thoughts that you hear.
Jonathan coughed and spit a third time off to the side.
I fight for the silence. Even years ago, that's what I fought for.
Jon scratched his left side ribs with his right hand a moment.
That moment after the bell is like a euphoria, at least for me. A time in my present life where I can reflect, quietly and by myself... in a way, about the goings on. In victory, that small moment flashes the ending of the match over and over and over again, reminding myself how I won so I may reflect on the fruit of my training. In defeat, it's ten fold really... allowing me to learn how I lost. It's like... a photo finish at the end of the race.
When I face this... Ramparte, in my first match...
DING! DING!
I aim to reflect.
DING! DING!
Rather than to learn.
Jonathan reached down and pressed a button on a small remote beside him, causing the screen to shut off to blackness. Sound would still come through for a moment, just long enough for...
DING! DING!
DING! DING!
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