We are looking down upon James Howard as he is sat on a steel chair, battered and broken and barely functional but he sits motionless. A bright light shines behind his back and casting a long silhouette. Beneath his booted feet a stained cream canvas is pulled tight and smeared with the dirt, blood and sweat that is the unmistakable mark of a wrestling ring. He wears his mask, an over-sized gas mask with blood red lenses, underneath his jet black hood. Reaching around inside the hood and grasping at his chin he removes the mask slowly, holding it by the respirator as he leans forward.
Its funny in a way, when you look back at my career. When you look back at what Ive achieved Ive always been the other guy. When people talk about the greatest tag team in WZCW history they dont talk about Strikeforce, they talk about Action Saxton and Saboteur. They dont talk about the team that made history, they talk about the team that lost the titles to us on the night I went down in pen and ink in the history book of wrestling.
He places the mask at this feet and leans forward with his elbows on his knees as the camera swings down to his face, cloaked in shadow, pock-marked and dirty; the inevitable damage that comes when a man willingly encloses it in an air-tight space. He smiles broadly. His voice is slow, methodical, deliberate.
The fans dont get it. They have never fully understood what it is like to stand in that ring, to hear their apathy ringing through the air. They have never felt the disappointment of lifting a championship, of making history and still being the other man. Chris K.O. disrespected me and now he has learned, as all of them will learn in time.
In a blinding flash he is on his feet. The light washes out the camera as it spins frantically. It slowly comes to a rest as the light shines on Howards profile. He leans in closer, his voice is not cool and calm anymore, his speech is faster, erratic. Every word is punctuated with a sharp, raspy intake of breath.
Derek, you were there on the night of my greatest defeat. The night that almost broke me. The night when all of my hopes were dashed in front of an audience of millions. I want you to listen closely Derek, heed my words because I know that you will believe me when I say that if you turn up at Ascension what Ive already done to Chris will seem like a pittance. I will make you beg for mercy and then, if you are lucky, I will only break your arm.
Howard skitters towards the camera, his mask is back on and his eyes are barely visible through the tint. They are wide, maniacal. The screen flickers to an X-ray of a neck, with circles drawn over certain vertebrae.
YOU BROKE MY NECK DEREK
Howards voice booms, echoing throughout the room.
Dont you EVER think I would forget that; dont you ever think that I cannot see you for the coward you are. You sided with The New Church when you thought they were strong, and when they saw your cowardice they cast you aside like the disposable razor you were. You served your purpose and then when you realised that I would be coming, you forced your way onto MY side.
Howard is smiling, there is a sneering happiness in his voice as he continues.
And little old pathetic, understanding, forgiving me just let you. As the real me boiled away beneath the surface I buried my pride, I buried my anger, I buried myself and I didnt get my revenge. I didnt get my pound of flesh Derek and at Ascension Im going to take it from you and as you lie there, screaming in pain, begging for mercy I will lean in nice and close and say what Ive needed to say to you since that day.
Howards lips are millimetres away from the screen as he whispers in a raspy tone.
Thank You.
Howard reaches out and smashes the camera onto the floor, cracking the lens as it dies a digital death, Howards smirking visage appearing in each separate section of glass.