Don't fall off the track yet
With so many races to go.
Hold on....
Avenged Sevenfold
Unbound (The Wild Ride)
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On a stormy night in Chicago, Derek Jacobs sits alone in the dark at a desk, writing in a new journal. It doesn't look like he's slept in days. his hair is longer than normal, and his beard grows more unkempt every day.
Mostly though, he just looks tired.
After the events of Ascension and Aftershock, WZCW medical personnel have decided that Derek is unfit to compete until Ascension 66 on June 30 in Denver, Colorado. As the lightning flashes in the apartment and it is lit up we see pictures of his obsession.
The gaze of the Grand Mystique and Mason Westhoff is all around him, as his walls are covered in pictures, posters and other merchandise with their image.
Derek's pen is furiously writing down his thoughts, his brow furrowed in concentration
The cold of the apartment chills me to my bones. 2 days removed from the last round of shows, and I hadn't slept since Aftershock.
Doc, I'm tired
Ever since Doctor Scott mentioned PTSD to me, I've been doing research to discover more symptoms, maybe to determine if this is all really real or not. I've found a counseling group here in Chicago, and tomorrow I'm gonna sit in on a session just to get a feel for how things go. I don't know if I'll find answers, more questions, or what.
I just hope I find peace.
The next day, Derek arrives at the building where the counseling session is held. As he shakes the hands of the men and women he will be working with, he is almost comforted by the fact that such a diverse group can be affected by this disorder.
An older man, wearing a pair of black pinstripe slacks, a white shirt and a black tie steps to the front of the room behind the podium. As he begins to speak, everyone takes their seats. Derek sits in the back corner of the room.
Man: Hello, everyone. I'm glad everyone could make it to "breaking chains" today.
Before we go any further, I would like for our special guest to stand so we can acknowledge him. He is a wrestling superstar currently wrestling with WZCW, Derek Jacobs.
Derek stands up and acknowledges the man as the participants in the class break out into a small round of applause. The man waits for the applause to die down before he continues speaking
On today's agenda we have group share time, which as you know means one of you will come up and share your story with the rest of the group. Today we have a special treat as SGT Baker has decided to share his journey with us today. Now be warned that his story may be graphic, but it is absolutely vital to share with one another. It is better to get your feelings out than to hold them in. So, without further adieu, SGT Tim Baker.
As the group watches, a well built man stands up and limps towards the podium. Dressed in Army ACU's, the man looks like a proud Soldier.
He looks like a war machine.
The man reaches the front of the room and turns around, and it's at that moment that Derek sees the scars.
Deep, angry gashes blotch a young face, and his blue eyes burn with anger. After taking a minute to calm himself, SGT Baker begins to speak.
SGT Baker: Thanks for the introduction Mr Green. I guess I should start from the beginning of my story. I grew up in Puyallup, Washington; which is a small city about 30 minutes from Seattle. All my life I wanted to be a Soldier, and as soon as I turned 18 my ass was at a recruiter's office.
Tim's chest swells with pride as he remembers the moment. His eyes soften a bit.
SGT Baker: I knew when I joined there was the possibility that I would go to war, and as soon as I was finished with AIT, that's what happened. I was assigned to the 4th Battalion, 1st Calvary Regiment out of Fort Bliss, Texas; and we deployed for 12 months, but ended up being extended to 15.
SGT Baker's eyes darken. His hands grip the podium so hard they turn white. Derek notices that he is sweating a little. His breathing has quickened just a fraction as he begins to speak again.
SGT Baker: I was riding TC in the middle truck the day our convoy got hit. We were doing a patrol of this village about 30 minutes south of Baghdad , called Balad. Our gunner Box was scanning the rooftops for insurgents when the first shot rang out.
SGT Baker closes his eyes. His skin is turning pale. He raises a shaking hand to wipe the sweat from his forehead.
We were hit with a complex ambush. They saw us coming a mile away and they were ready. That bullet took the top of Box's head. I had to climb over his body to get into the turret to return fire. Then all of a sudden, everything got quiet.
That's when the bastards shot the RPG.
The next thing I remember, I'm in a hospital in Germany. Both legs amputated.
SGT Baker lifts up the leg of his uniform pants to reveal a titanium prosthetic
SGT Baker: The doctors called me lucky. Said I should be grateful I was alive. Grateful? They expected me to be grateful?! For what, being alive when everyone else that was in that truck died?! I was the only one, the only person in my truck that survived. But I was supposed to be grateful that my friends were dead.
Derek sits in the back of the room, tears running down his face. How could one man go through so much and still be standing?
When I got home, I was diagnosed with "depression", but it was worse than that. I had survivor's guilt. All my friends were dead, and I wasn't. And on top of that, I was a scarred freak. So I did what I thought I had to do.
I attempted suicide.
My fiancee found me in the tub. I slit both my wrists. She called 911, and saved my life.
After a stay in mental health, it was determined that I had PTSD. That was 2 years ago, and even though I'm still scarred physically by what happened, mentally I am learning to cope. Nothing can change the past but...
I can determine my future.
With that statement, SGT Baker leaves the podium to a great round of applause.
Later that night, Derek sits in front of a camera that he has set up in his apartment. Only one light is on, and it's shining on him like a spotlight. In his hand he has an old pocket watch. The ticking of the watch is the only thing that can be heard.
Tick....tock....
Derek begins to speak as he is looking at the watch swinging back and forth.
Time is a funny thing. It can go by fast, like a water vapor. Here one second, gone the next. Or, it can be drawn out like a sharp blade. What I have learned lately, is that time is something you can never ever get back.
Derek looks into the camera and his eyes are on fire. He begins to shout.
Grand Mystique! Mason Westhoff! DC! Your time is running out! Just when you think you've gotten to me...just when you think Derek Jacobs is dead and gone, I come back stronger! I have let you rule my life long enough! This obsession that I have with you is over! I will destroy The Sacrificial Altar brick by brick, piece by piece!
Derek's voice once again returns to normal. He becomes calm and collected once again
But let's not get ahead of ourselves, shall we? This week, I have the task of taking on a newcomer to WZCW, David Whitman.
I don't know much about this guy, but he has a lot of hype coming into this match. Unfortunately for him, he's going one on one with a very motivated and angry Dr. Pain. I will defeat David Whitman, I will stand tall and I will prove once again without a shadow of a damn doubt that I am the final judgement for the Sacrificial Altar.
Derek pulls out a poster of the Sacrificial Altar, and sets it on fire. He throws it on the ground. The camera zooms in to the burning poster.
Bank on that.
OUT OF CHARACTER:
Brad, this one's for you bud. RIP.