TheOneBigWill
[This Space for Rent]
So, it seems if someone were really suicidal and needed a reason to be.. I just got mine. NO, this does NOT mean I'm starting a dumb ass suicide thread. Just saying.. with the combined week I've had, from last Tuesday to Today, I could put together a far more convincing argument than something to do with some random girl not loving me. (Monkey, I'm looking your way)
Last Tuesday: My Father had a heart-attack, was rushed to the Hospital and was put on breathing machines for most of the night.
Last Wednesday: While being with my Father, Erin & I discovered her Grandmother's body has shut down and her stomach is no longer allowing food or medicine into her system. Thus, her body is more or less starving her to death.
Last Thursday: Edge lost the WZ Tourney.
I kid, thats the least of my major actual issues. But it still sucked, slightly. lol
Last Friday: Skip day, I worked but nothing of major importance (to my knowledge) happened.
Last Saturday: Fourth of July, I woke up sick - having the throw-up feeling throughout the entire day, and caught a 24 hour bug. Had a fever for the entire day, and NO energy what-so-ever.
This Past Sunday/Yesterday: I opened the Store, still recovering from having no energy and a fever. Felt sick throughout the day at work. Didn't begin feeling better until roughly 2-3 hours before I was due to be off.
Today/Monday: Found out that Corp. is shutting down the Store I work at, in favor of keeping the Alternative Store across town. While its still up in the air whether I'll be capable of jumping to the Alt. Store, more or less as it stands.. after next Monday - I'll once again be unemployed, with 2 Children and a Wife to care for, a Sick Father, and a beyond all stressed out Mother.
This Wednesday: Erin's Grandmother is set to have thyroid surgery. After which they'll then have to set another time/date to have stomach surgery, to open a hole to her stomach so she can get food into her system.
All in All: I'd say that beats some random chic not wanting me. And yet, I still don't have the slightest urge to wanna kill myself, or even hurt myself in the slightest. But if I did, I'm doubtful anyone could argue me doing it.
Last Tuesday: My Father had a heart-attack, was rushed to the Hospital and was put on breathing machines for most of the night.
Last Wednesday: While being with my Father, Erin & I discovered her Grandmother's body has shut down and her stomach is no longer allowing food or medicine into her system. Thus, her body is more or less starving her to death.
Last Thursday: Edge lost the WZ Tourney.
I kid, thats the least of my major actual issues. But it still sucked, slightly. lolLast Friday: Skip day, I worked but nothing of major importance (to my knowledge) happened.
Last Saturday: Fourth of July, I woke up sick - having the throw-up feeling throughout the entire day, and caught a 24 hour bug. Had a fever for the entire day, and NO energy what-so-ever.
This Past Sunday/Yesterday: I opened the Store, still recovering from having no energy and a fever. Felt sick throughout the day at work. Didn't begin feeling better until roughly 2-3 hours before I was due to be off.
Today/Monday: Found out that Corp. is shutting down the Store I work at, in favor of keeping the Alternative Store across town. While its still up in the air whether I'll be capable of jumping to the Alt. Store, more or less as it stands.. after next Monday - I'll once again be unemployed, with 2 Children and a Wife to care for, a Sick Father, and a beyond all stressed out Mother.
This Wednesday: Erin's Grandmother is set to have thyroid surgery. After which they'll then have to set another time/date to have stomach surgery, to open a hole to her stomach so she can get food into her system.
All in All: I'd say that beats some random chic not wanting me. And yet, I still don't have the slightest urge to wanna kill myself, or even hurt myself in the slightest. But if I did, I'm doubtful anyone could argue me doing it.
