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The sound of a clock filled the room drowning out the noise of a roaring fire. I sat on my couch in front of the hearth staring into the flames as they licked back and forth; I was focused on one thing, and that was Unscripted; the pay per view where the fate of each match would be decided by the tally of votes. Despite my recent run of bad luck I felt that this was finally my time to shine; my opportunity to finally submit my invaluable name inside the history books of WZCW.
‘How fitting this must be to be vying for the Eurasian title,’ I thought to myself.
I sat back and slowly sipped at a glass of vodka I had poured for myself. Even though I had never won the title before, there was already so much symbolism and history that I had tied up within that fifteen pound gold belt. There were three of us now gunning for the right to face the champion; the only thing standing in our way was the luck of the draw.
‘In order to face Rush I have to convince the fans that I am the best choice for this match,’ I began to ponder the history between me and the current Eurasian champion.
Even though our recent time as opponents had been brief, I still took the time to remember our past encounters. I leaned back against the sofa as my mind flashed back to 2009. Rush was a wily veteran of the Independent circuit who was trying to make a name for himself here in WZCW. I was a mercenary for hire who couldn’t have given a damn for anything in the company other than lining my own pockets. I initially thought nothing of the giant man as anything more than a punching bag, and in our match together I handed him his first loss.
“He won’t be able to catch me unless I let him, and if I do, I’ll lead him right into one of my many submission traps. I’ll bet he’s a drone, someone that thinks by winning a title that’ll somehow make him more important in this company,”
I remember standing next to Becky Serra three years ago looking at the wall of her locker room doing an interview before my first match with Rush. I held a demented scowl on my face as I ran him down into the ground. Has there been any change since then, Rush? Have you become more important since winning the Eurasian title? Perhaps… but you’re still a drone because you’ve become complacent in your place.
‘Did you really think that defeating Black Dragon would be the end of your worries?’ I thought as I took another sip of my drink.
‘Don’t forget that we’ve still got a score to settle.’
“If Rush does win our little match, it’ll only be because I’ve disqualified myself… I’m in one of those moods Becky-”
I was no longer that kind of person; Rush and I were going to have a fair fight to the finish because after all of these years our mutual respect for each other has grown.
‘It’s ironic, Rush, that afterwards you referred to me in an interview as your goal because I brought out the best in you,’ I thought.
We would face each other a few more times that year, while I continued to be a bane to his existence. When our paths crossed for the last time at All or Nothing he surprised me that night… or rather I surprised myself. By not taking our match seriously and acknowledging him as a legitimate force I lost; Rush’s will to win was stronger than mine that night. My mind began to wander as I starred ahead into the flames as they crackled and burned. Our paths never crossed again and I began to regret the fact that I would never get the opportunity to avenge that loss.
‘Perhaps it was the fact that I did not acknowledge you that I lost that night at All or Nothing,’ I quickly snapped back into focus as the clock on my wall began to toll; the bell chiming twelve times, the sound reverberating through my living room.
‘But I don’t plan on making that mistake again,’ I stood, placed my glass on the table, and made my way to my kitchen.
Laxus was still sleeping upstairs and little Nero had been down for awhile. I stepped inside the powder room, turned on the light, and gazed at my reflection in the mirror. Things changed didn’t they? The rematch we were supposed to have never happened because we both retired. He suffered a heart attack in a match against Blade, another man at the time I despised.
I turned on the faucet and splashed my face with water,
‘I’m not going to lie to myself Rush... when you suffered that heart attack I was initially angry because I wasn’t your opponent that night. I hated the fact that you didn’t respect me enough to put your health on the line when we went toe to toe.’
I put my livelihood on the line every time I compete; my career could very well end next week because of some unforeseen injury that I could not feel. Rush is an old man now – old enough to nearly be my father –he can understand the feeling of walking the thin line of retirement.
‘We both left for a few years and returned to the company as different people; I as beacon of hope to those that opposed chaos, and you wanting to prove that you still had a spring in your step,’ I pondered as I turned off the sink and walked back into the living room.
‘We faced off once more in a tag match where I fell to Sam Smith,’ looking back on it now my heart wasn’t in the mood for such a battle because I felt no pride in winning or losing that match.
I peered at the clock which now read fifteen minutes past the hour and then back to the fireplace; I was restless because I had been feeling a sense of dread wash over me as this match inched closer and closer. Years ago when Rush and I first clashed the Eurasian title had been on the line; only I wasn’t interested and my will was too much for Rush to overcome. Now the tables have been turned into a scenario much to my disdain.
‘I want that title because I want to prove that my existence is worth something; that I too am worthy of such prestige. I wonder now if my will is strong enough to defeat yours?’
I no longer denied Rush of his existence as a strong competitor and I felt myself inching closer and closer to obscurity as time passed. Starring into the fire I wondered aloud,
“Have you forgotten me?”
I walked over to the couch and laid down on the plush pillows,
‘You made it to the top of the mountain before I could. Now I feel withered because an old man accomplished what I could not.’
My will at Unscripted is unbreakable; my resilience is absolute, and my desire is omnipresent. I found I could barely keep my eyes open as the clock chimed signaling half pass the hour. As I fought to remain awake I began to think to drift in and out of consciousness. My thoughts raced one last time.
‘If you don’t recognize my existence Rush it will be your downfall; whether or not we face off at Unscripted or not one thing is for certain, our imminent clash will be a cataclysm. And not because we hate each other, but because we recognize that we bring the best out of each other… and by the end I’m certain both of us will retire.’
I closed my eyes as sleep took me, the taste of vodka weighed heavy on my breath; the last thing I remember being the crackling and roar of the fire.
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The next morning I packed my wrestling gear and my overnight bag and made my way to the airport. WZCW pay per views were never small venues and I found myself overrun by my fans nearly everywhere I went. I signed as many autographs as I could and posed for as many photos as possible on my trek to the arena. I climbed out of the taxi and paid my fare as I walked to the front entrance. Unscripted was unique because the fans had the power to decide the matches instead of creative. It was a rather humbling experience to learn just how beloved you were or how much they all thought you sucked. Careers could be made or broken here.
‘There are three of us fighting for the right to prove our existences,’ I thought as I walked to my dressing room.
I turned the knob and walked inside; suddenly feeling light headed, moody, and aggressive. Maybe it was the sheer implications that I would have to win the fans over despite my competition being quite fierce. As I changed into my ring gear I flashed back to my recent losing streak and something inside me broke. Steven Holmes proved his existence mattered when he defeated me, as did Sam Smith, but what about me? Was I doomed to fall down the card like my friend Steven Kurtesy?
‘If I cannot prove myself here, then I’m worthless,’ I thought suddenly sitting down on the bench beside my locker.
‘I failed to defeat Ty Burna, I failed to stop the chaos I fought so hard to purge, I failed to win the WZCW championship and was beaten by a robot, I failed Arashi and he walked out on me, and I failed to put Steven Holmes in his place.’
I suddenly felt like crying; my tough exterior falling. I held my face in my hands in shame,
‘If I lose again….’
No! It was the paranoia taking hold of me again; taunting me. It was hard to be prideful and cocky when you had nothing to show for it. The one thing that I had left was my reputation, and now that was on the line as well. With the advent of Isabel Stone the only other thing that made me unique was gone.
‘Matt Tastic is nothing but a glass cannon,’ I thought, trying to boost my confidence. Sure he’s beaten Rush before, but so have I. The fact that I threw my final match against him all those years ago is still considered a myth-
‘I won’t be absent this time,’ I thought.
It was Tastic’s own misfortune that he always seemed to flop when the big spotlight hit him, and like the mighty super saiyan in his final battle against the pink demon Tastic was going to overestimate his popularity and fail once again.
‘El Califa Dragon has an existence worth less than mine even if I do fail again. I have nothing to be worried about.’
I put on my best smile, stood, opened the door and walked down the corridor in front of me. I didn’t get far when Becky Serra stopped me for an interview. The brunette seemed cheerful as she introduced me. It eased me to know that she was probably rooting for me over the other two, but I said nothing until she pointed the microphone in my direction.
“Welcome ladies and gentlemen to WZCW Unscripted! Becky Serra here with WZCW’s own Celeste Crimson.”
I smiled and greeted the girl warmly. Always one to be spunky she dove right into the interview and wasted little time pointing out the elephant obvious to the both of us.
“It may seem a little like déjà vu to me but even with Matt Tastic and El Califa Dragon involved this match seems familiar. You and Rush faced each other once before with the Eurasian title at stake-”
“We did, in the first Eurasian Tournament,” I interjected.
“And I was the one that defeated him in the first round.”
“That was his debut if I recall,” she replied.
“How does it feel to potentially face Rush with the same prize on the line again?”
I smiled,
“I feel like this was destiny Becky. If the fans vote for me I will give them a show that they will never forget. Those that remember the matches that Rush and I put on in the old days know that I am the best opponent for him.”
I hesitated slightly with my words but I pressed onwards,
“I need to win the Eurasian title not only for myself, but for all those that supported me through everything this year.”
Becky smiled,
“And we’d all love to see you succeed Celeste but this match isn’t a Fatal Four Way; this is a fans choice match-”
“I get it; I understand,” I said.
“It makes no sense to run down my opponents when we all have a fair shot at being chosen for this honor. I but I have something much more valuable to prove then they do.”
I gritted my teeth and trudged forward,
“Matt Tastic has already proven his existence to the fans here; why should he have this opportunity when he’s sure to have another in the future? He’s won titles before in the past; his name is already engraved in the archives. And Califa Dragon – what echelon has he been placed upon to warrant such merit? He’s still a rookie and he’s already received this kind of opportunity? Even if he were to face Rush and lose he’d bounce right back.”
I stumbled and stuttered as the words left my mouth,
“But I-I; Rush and I understand what it’s like to walk the fine line of retirement. We both know what it’s like to push ourselves to the point where our health suffers. If I’m chosen I will make damn sure that my existence is validated over all the failures I’ve suffered this year.”
“The belts don’t belong to the company, they belong to the people… always have. The problem is that the people don’t know what they want… they never have. To be truly great in a company such as this, a superstar must transcend the belts. Champions are nothing but slaves to the masses, drones. Champions aren’t immortalized, instead they are demonized. Champions have to meet standards, and when they don’t, the people give them the boot.”
My mind suddenly flashed back to something that I had said years ago during my feud with Rush; that was something that I no longer believed. I tried to validate my legend by beating everyone I came across and never losing. My record was flawless at one point, and now I had more losses to my name than victories. Was I truly that pathetic years ago?
Becky smiled,
“So is this the storm that rages inside of you now?”
I cocked my head in surprise as she continued,
“That’s what you said to me during our interview when you faced off against Rush the first time. The anger and passion burning inside you is what fueled your willpower to beat him.”
I smiled and shook my head,
‘What was I thinking?’
“You’re right Becky, I still have my pride as a person regardless if I win or lose and that alone is enough to validate myself,” I responded as my confidence grew. I turned and stared into the camera.
“Listen up WZCW fans, don’t vote for the clichéd glass cannon Matt Tastic or the rookie Califa Dragon; instead vote for the gal who will give you the best match of the year!”
Becky smiled as the interview came to a close. I grinned knowing that she was right; even if I didn’t face Rush tonight I still had my pride, and that was the most important thing. I turned to walk down the hallway my thoughts blazing. I silently swore that I wasn’t going to become a drone once I became a champion. My mind flashed back to something Rush had said long ago.
And it is a shame. Because I’ll be missing out on a chance to face Celeste again. She was, without a doubt one of the greatest competitors I have ever faced. I looked forward to doing battle with her again. But, of all people, I’m sure she can relate to what I am doing. Don’t worry dear, we’ll meet again.
I asked Rush to wait for me to catch up; even if we didn’t face off tonight, I wanted our encounter to be one for the ages. Even if we both retired in the process.