If you beat someone that has accomplished more than you, does that mean you deserve that accomplishment too?
Does it mean that person didn’t deserve it?
Does it mean you choke on the big stage?
Does it mean you got lucky?
Does it mean they got lucky?
Xander reaches for the ropes, but they are nowhere near him. Frantically, he reaches over Kagura’s legs and into his own tights. He finds what he’s looking for and pulls out the bell hammer!
Cohen: Yes!
Copeland: No!
Connor: My God…
Xander holds the hammer head in his hand and starts desperately swinging it behind him, nailing Kagura in the head repeatedly, over and over again until she releases the hold… and even a couple of times after. The referee is only now beginning to move. Xander sees this and can barely react as he struggles to even breath, Kagura’s lifeless legs still wrapped around him as she lay motionless behind him. With what little energy he has left, he tosses the hammer out of the ring before the referee rolls back in. He simply leans backwards, and lays on top of Kagura’s lifeless body as the referee makes a confused count. 1… 2…. 3.
Copeland: Good Lord, why this way Xander?
Connor: I feel sick. The referee is calling for the bell, but the time keeper can’t even ring it because Xander used the damn hammer to win this match. If you can even call this a win.
Cohen: A wins a win… but uh… whoa.
Harrys: …and the winner of this match, Xander!
Xander refuses to let the referee raise his hand. Instead he rolls out of the ring and taunts the crowd by raising his arms in victory in the faces of multiple disgruntled fans.
Does it mean anything at all…….
. . . . . .
Xander raised his hand to block the sunlight beaming directly into his eyes. It was early morning in Phoenix, a week after his victory over the first ever female WZCW World Champion, Kagura Ohzora. Yes, he threw everything he had at her. Yes, his Fade Away submission hadn’t got the job done. Yes, he had used underhanded tactics, including the ring bell hammer, to keep her down for the three.
But he kept her down for the three. And that’s what mattered.
He carefully crept out of bed, not wanting to wake Talia from her dreams. He rubbed his face as he walked over to the wardrobe, pulling the doors open. Along the rack were a number of dress shirts and jackets, all neatly pressed and arranged meticulously. They looked exquisite.
In the bottom corner, plied on the floor was the other end of the scale; a bunch of old t-shirts with different band names splattered across them. The top shirt had Slipknot emblazoned across it, catching his eye. He ran his hand across the fabric and smiled for a second.
The moment passed, and he shook his head, reaching down for a drawer on the other side of the wardrobe, pulling out some Under Armor running gear. He quickly changed, grabbed a flask of water, and opened the door to head out, looking back on his sleeping girlfriend before walking through, and smiled as she lay there in a state of perfect calm.
Who cares what it means. I make my own luck.
Later That Morning
Xander pushed hard one final time, straightening his arms out while holding the weights bar up, placing it back on the rack. He lay there for a moment, exhausted, having lost track of exactly how many reps he’d managed. He’d been too focused on something else.
Eve Taylor.
‘You done, kid?’
Geoff Kingsley, formerly known as the wrestler Jackson King (and more importantly Xanders former trainer) stood over him, his usual grimace on his face. Xander nodded, before slowly sitting up.
‘God-damn; lift a few weights and the punks all done!’ He smirked, holding his hand out.
‘I’m not…even close to being done.’ Xander said in between breaths, taking his hand. Kingsley pulled him up and patted him on the shoulder.
‘That was some nice work, by the way. Your match against Kagura.’
‘Thanks.’
‘The hammer was a nice touch.’
‘Slam of the Season 1993. Jackson King versus Jerry Johnson in the semi-main. I’d watched it the night before. Thought you’d appreciate the homage.’
‘Hey, I didn’t invent hitting someone with the ring bell hammer-‘
‘But you perfected it.’
Kingsley smiled.
‘That guillotine choke was nice. Very nice indeed.’
‘Didn’t get the win.’
‘Some people don’t give up. Kagura is one of them. You’ll make someone tap with that thing soon enough.’ The two began to walk to the ring.
‘But Kagura isn’t who we need to be focusing on today, is it? Miss Taylor should be on your mind.’
‘Trust me; she is.’
‘Good. Because if you thought the first ever female World Heavyweight Champion was gonna be a challenge…’ Kingsley hoisted himself up, sitting on the apron.
‘…Taylor’s gonna be a whole other story.’
‘I’m not an idiot. I know that.’
‘Okay, impress me. Why do you know that?’
Xander slowly tilted his head, confused.
‘The hell does that mean?’
‘Do you know why you know she’ll be a challenge? I mean, beyond being a former Champion, that is.’
‘Because she beat the first.’
Kingsley smiled.
‘Go on.’
'Kagura may have been the first female Champion, but Taylor took that from her very quickly. And she went on to become the first woman ever to walk into Kingdom Come as the defending World Champion. That’s some serious shit.’
‘Glad to see you still have a keen grasp on things.’
Xander smiled, and slid into the ring as Kingsley himself did the same. The two stood there looking out at the banners around the walls of the gym.
‘How will you beat her?’
Xander laughed.
‘By choking her the fuck out.’
‘Or hitting her with something.’
‘That too.’
‘Okay, different question. Why will you beat her?’
‘Because-‘
‘If you god-damn say because you’re better than her I swear…’
‘Okay fine.’ Xander walked towards the ropes and leant back on them, head pointing upwards.
‘Tyrone Blades is the man who ended her reign. I did what she couldn’t do, and pinned him to the mat.’
‘So…you can beat Blades, you can beat Taylor, right?’
‘Damn right.’
‘What kind of playground horse-shit is that?’
‘W...what?’ Xander stammered, taken aback by Kingsley's response. He walked over to Xander and got in his face, noses almost touching.
‘You go in with that mindset she’ll destroy you. You got that?’
‘Okay, fine! Lesson learnt.’
‘Not yet it isn’t.’ Kingsley walked away, sitting cross-legged in the middle of the ring.
‘Sit.’
Xander, feeling like the naughty kid at school, slowly walked into the centre and dropped to the floor. Kingsley sat there shaking his head.
‘I didn’t train you to be that naïve, kid. You can’t get that overzealous after one good result.’
‘One! I’ve had a bunch of-‘
‘That’s arrogance overtaking sense. You think I’m not gonna see that?’
Xander sat there, head again askew at the comment.
‘Look at you. From the moment I met you you’ve always been the same. Tatty jeans, some kind of metal shit on your shirt-‘
‘Metal isn't shit, by the way-‘
‘-my point is, you never looked the wrestler. But look at you now. Proper training clothes. Sharp suits. New gear for the ring. You’re starting to actually look like a Championship-winning wrestler-‘
‘-more than one of those stunt-men playing wrestler.’
‘Exactly! And you know, kid, you know I could have sat with you through training and told you every week you were great, and you were this, and you were that, and I didn’t, did I? I told you how it was. I told you what I liked. I told you what you sucked at. But I was always honest. I was honest when I told you when you left; you are one of the best students I ever trained. You’ve got a good head and a good understanding of the artform.’
‘I feel a ‘but’ coming…’
‘But none of it means dick if you get too cocky. That’s probably what did Kagura in. She let her guard down and Batti got pinned, costing her the history that she made.'
Xander sat there, almost aghast that Kingsley had questioned his mindset. Kingsley shuffled round to him, slapping him on the shoulder.
‘Look…’ The drill sergeant persona faded for a moment, and the true mentor, almost surrogate father, came out.
‘You’ve had opportunities, Xander. A number of them. And for whatever the reason is, like if you were screwed or taken advantaged of, or you weren’t prepared, or even if you simply just weren’t good enough on the day; you haven’t made them count. And it isn’t like you’ve tried, but trying isn’t enough. You need to go beyond trying, and just be. Be better. Be the best. Prepare as much as you can, and know how to beat them more than they know how to beat you. I just…I don’t want you to fall into the category I did.’
‘What the hell does that mean?’
‘Great hand. Put him out there; he can have a passable match with anyone. But don’t put him in anything big; no point as he loses every big one.’
‘Is that how you see me??‘
‘That’s how they saw me. After a while. Wannabe World Champion. Never touched the gold, let alone wear it. And that’s fine; many a man and woman has made a living without being a Champion, and I’ve made peace with that being my place in Wrestling History. But I can’t stand the thought of that being you. You’re too good for that. As a wrestler, and as a person.’
Xander sat there for a moment, taking in his mentors words of admittedly incisive wisdom. It was an easy, admittedly too easy, leap to make. Maybe he was taking it for granted that beating Blades equalled an ability to beat Taylor. It wasn’t like she was some run-of-the-mill pretty girl who fancied her chances. Multiple time Elite-Openweight Champion to go along with the grand prize; she was dangerous as she was stunning and carried danger into whatever environment she entered.
Geoff sighed.
‘Remind me what I used to say at the start of every class.’
‘Anyone can beat anyone.’
‘How?’
‘By having a game plan and sticking to it.’
‘And the game plan starts with why your opponent is dangerous.’
‘I know why Eve is a threat. Aside from being a hell of a wrestler, she’s been Champion before. Gold Rush is her way of getting back there. I used to be a junky, Geoff, and winning gold is like an addiction. She needs the Championship to feel whole.’
‘So, is her desire greater than yours is? And is her reasoning more solid?’
‘No. Hell no.’
‘Why? If she needs the Championship so badly, why do you need it more?’
Xander leant back, laying down in the middle of the ring. He looked up, thinking about how he felt each time he went in for a new Championship. He thought about going in against Rush and Mason Westhoff for the Eurasian Championship, and even back to going to war with Steven Holmes for the Elite X Championship. He even thought about his two World Championship opportunities. His thoughts then stopped to think about his opportunity against Titus at the Lethal Lottery for that same Eurasian title, and his TLC match against Sam Smith for the Elite X Championship he lost.
‘She’s proved that she can be there. For her, if this doesn’t go her way she’ll get another opportunity. She’s one of the first women to ever hold that Championship; she’ll always be around it.’
‘But you-’
‘-I need to win. I need to win it otherwise at some point I’ll just be one of those guys who filled the card nicely, but never could get the big one.’
Xander sat back up, nodding.
‘She doesn’t need to prove herself. She doesn’t have the edge that comes with that. I do.’
‘And that’s why you’ll beat the bitch.’ Kingsley made his way to his feet, again holding out his arm. ‘
Xander took it, and pulled himself up to his feet.
‘Damn right.’
The Day of Meltdown 155
Xander stepped out of his car, gym bag in one hand and a pair of sunglasses to block the intense shine in the other. He whipped them on just as the crowd of fans waiting outside the arena caught sight of him. The barriers were out, but the were right by the entrance into the arena. As he walked closer he heard some of the fans ‘kind’ words…
‘You suck!’
‘Fuck you Xander!’
‘I hate you!!!’
‘Die, Xander, Die!!!’
‘Boooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!’
He simply smiled, holding both of his hands out in middle fingers to each side as he reached them. Before he could walk over to the door though, the smile evaporated as
Leon Kensworth and a cameraman ran down to meet him. Xander stood there, facing the wall of unhappy people rather than acknowledge Kensworth’s presence beyond answering him.
‘Xander, just a quick word as you arrive here for Meltdown. You’re fresh off a victory over Kagura; tell us, how does it feel to get the win; especially in those circumstances?’
‘Kagura’s tough. The first ever Female World Champion was never gonna be easy. But pinning her is just another name chalked off and as far as I’m concerned, she’s at the back of the line. And if you’re referring to the hammer; I ain’t got a thing to answer for. I’ve made it clear I’ll do what it takes to win. The referee doesn’t see it; not my problem.’
‘Well tonight you take on Eve Taylor in the Gold Rush tournament. Many see this as your last chance to get in the World Title picture. Do you think you honestly belong at this level?’
Xander’s gave immediately shifted to Leon, and he slowly removed his glasses, giving way to a scowl underneath. He held up his hand, fingers outstretched.
‘Constantine. Titus Avison. Tyrone Blades. Kagura.’ As each one was called, he bent a finger back, so only one; his index finger, remained.
‘Four names, four former World Champions. All of whom I’ve beaten since I’ve been back. Ask them all if I fucking belong. Eve Taylor deserves to be on a list of Champions that talented, and after tonight she’ll be name number five.’
‘Do you think Eve’s motivation to get back to the Championship is greater than your desire to get there for the first time?’
‘I think Eve Taylor has to go through me to get there. Look, Eve is a hell of a wrestler, no question. And let’s not forget she’s a trailblazer too. Kagura may have been the first Female World Champion, but Taylor was the one to end that reign and take the Championship into Kingdom Come. Both Kagura and Eve Taylor are makers of history.’
Xander looked back out to the crowd of people who were still mercilessly throwing insults in his direction and smiled.
‘But that’s all it is, Leon. History. Footnotes in the grander scheme. Kagura couldn’t handle the pressure of being a ‘first ever’, and Taylor couldn’t handle the pressure of defending at Kingdom Come. Both lost, and both have yet to recover. Past tense. Let’s focus on the now instead, and the now is that tonight I’m going to that ring to kick Eve Taylors ass. And as for the future, I’ll then go on to receive my shot after winning the Gold Rush tournament. And Eve’s crowning moment will be nothing more than a distant memory.’
Xander walked through the door into the arena, turning back to Leon and the hate-filled crowd, flipping them off one last time before re-addressing the camera.
‘There’s no part two of this story for Eve Taylor. And the memory of her as a World Champion will simply fade...away.’