High risk.
I am a slave to high-risk.
The call of the top rope; the lure of free-fall. The temptation of high-risk, high reward. It was once my choice, but no more. Now, it is my desire. My addiction. My curse.
Most of my life has centred around doing things people would look upon as stupid. The drugs. The alcohol. Jumping off really high stuff. It's all I've ever known. And I hold my hands up to the fact that it's seen me have mixed results, but just recently my life has finally come good. I'm more at peace than I've been in a long time, I'm having great matches with some of the best superstars in the world, and I've been one of the most dominant champions in recent history.
Until now.
Now, I'm just another superstar. Another body to throw into a random match to fill up a card. Another gimmick to sell a t-shirt. And as much as I'd love to sit here and blame it all on Mick Overlast, that sniveling bastard did what anyone else would. He took advantage.
No, the only person to blame on this is me. I never feel more at home than jumping off the top rope, and yet two matches in a row I've hit the Skyfall on nothing but a hard slab of canvas. Two times in a row my high-risk nature has gotten the better of me. I mean, sure, the fans love it when I go to the top and do something crazy, but if I'm gonna lose titles by pandering...
...are the risks really worth-
-are you even listening to me??
Triple X looked up, barely able to hear the voice, not over his own thoughts, but over the engine of the plane he was in. He looked out of the window; the city below was nothing more than an enlarged 3D atlas. The pilot was staring at him; a curious and almost annoyed look on his face.
We're nearly at the drop-point. Get your stuff ready.
On second thoughts, this is the last place I should be thinking about this. And with my Meltdown debut coming, my opponent deserves the focal point of my mind. Alex Bowen. He's a risk-taker of a different sort. Name a weapon; he's used it. Name something that isn't a weapon; he's used it a lot.As far as challenges go, this is bigger than any I've faced before. And with Bowen's recently announced plans to go hunting for the Elite X title, he's now standing in my way, ready to take my title. I won't allow that to happen.
You ready to do this?
X stood up and slid the goggles over his eyes.
Was born ready.
X walked to the door of the plane and slid it open. Immediately, the plane juddered, and the force of displaced air passing by nearly knocked him over. He steadied himself, looked over for the thumbs-up from the pilot and, once gained, leapt out of the plane at 12,000 feet.
As X entered the fall, he closed his eyes. All his problems; Mick Overlast, the Elite X title, his relationship with his father, all faded away whilst in free-fall. None of those worries could bother him up here. Instead, in his focused state of mind, his attention turned back to Bowen.
Bowen has a reputation of just being a brutal hardcore wrestler. And he is. But he's more than that. He's dangerous, but he doesn't need weapons. There's a reason Piledrivers are banned in most companies, and for the sake of my currently very unbroken neck, I kinda wish this was one of them. He punishes people in all sorts of cruel ways. But he's gotta catch me first, and I'm a damn-sight quicker than him. He can do his best to hurt me, but he won't be the one with his hand raised in victory.
That honor is mine.
X opened his eyes. Judging by the skyline, he was at about 2,500 feet. Safe deployment distance. He reached over for the cord on the parachute, and pulled it.
NOTHING.
FUCK!
X remained still, as if he were a statue falling through the air, ready to shatter upon impact with the ground. He shook his head, and reached around the other side for the cut-away line for the main canopy. He then reached for the reserve chute, and pulled. Thankfully, the reserve released with time to spare, and X grabbed the two cords connecting to the canopy, drawing deep breaths to calm himself down, as he pulled up to the ground below.
Many people had come out to watch his jump (for a local charity) and they'd packed the edges of the landing zone below. X guided himself in the correct direction, still shaken, and landed comfortably in the LZ. A few charity officials approached him, shook his hand, said generic charity-related things to him. He took in none of what they said, who they were, or what they looked like, as he removed his parachute and simply discarded it.
Nice jump.
X looked around, and he finally managed to focus on someone's face. Faith.
Thanks. if I didn't know any better, I'd say you were following me.
Well, if you do know better, then what am I doing?
...okay, you have me beaten. you're following me.
A little. She looked over to the discarded parachute. Bad chute. That sucks. You okay?
Fine.
You sure?
Yep.
Don't look fine.
I have a very not-fine-looking face.
Xander- She grabbed his arm as he tried to turn away. He stood there, frozen, staring into her brown eyes. She gave off the impression that she could read him like a book, with utter ease.
There's nothing wrong with feeling weird after a bad jump. It's normal.
It's not the jump. I've had my own fair share of bad jumps before. I deal with them, and everything's fine. This time though...
...this time what?
I've lived my life doing stupid stuff. Jumping through the air from very high places is only one of those things, but it's a big one. And I've always been good at it. But just recently...
...what? Just recently it's been going wrong? Is that it?
Well, basically...yes.
You dumbass.
I know, I...wait, what??
How much has everything gone right for you recently? And you're worried you're losing your edge because of a little karma catching up with you?You gonna let Alex Bowen use that as a weapon against you? The second you show weakness against him, he'll cripple you.
How did you know I was-
WZCW.com.
-never mind. And I know. I know all of that. And trust me when I tell you that I'm gonna kick his ass. I guess all of this just reminds me that I'm...
...human?
X looked at Faith, almost puzzled.
You bleed when cut, just like everyone else. Your bones break. Your hair eventually goes gray. So there's gonna be times that stuff doesn't go right, and times you get hurt. But ask yourself; isn't that part of the buzz? The fact that if you even get something slightly wrong, you could hurt yourself?
I'm not looking to waste my life here, Faith.
...but?
X sighed. But you're right. Doing something that could go horribly wrong has no purpose other than its chance to go wrong.
"All art is quite useless."
Oscar Wilde?
Seemed like a good metaphor. X, you know why you do the crazy things you do. And remember that you make the conscious choice to go to the top rope. For the feeling when it goes right. Don't think about it going wrong. It's only gonna harm you in the long run.
Oh yeah, because jumping off tall things is gonna hurt so much more when you don't 'believe'...
A smile crept on Faiths face. You know what I mean. You're no slave to high-risk, X. High risk is your bitch. Remember that.
Consider it remembered.
Good. Now, if you're done moping, your not-very-fine looking face looks like you need a coffee.
X smiled, as they both made their way towards a small coffee stall on-site.