The stars in the clear night sky twinkled above with the moonlight shining down, down its best to penetrate the fluorescence of the city lights at the Earth's surface. It was a battle of luminescence between London & Mother Nature; a gorgeous array of colours mashing together to create a desired picture for any tourist. Those taking a twilight ride on the London's Eye were amazed at the scenery, making sure to get every and any type of picture they can squeeze in. Every pod on the eye was filled to the brim and loving what their eyes were seeing... except for the pod at the very top of the Eye. Only one woman - Eve Taylor - was inside this pod, all alone. She sat by herself looking at her feet, ignoring everything taking place on the outside. For how much man-made and natural light was being produced, Eve's pod was bleak and dim. She could make our her surroundings and watch everyone else but nobody could see inside her pod.
"It is beautiful outside." Eve said, breaking the silence. "Outside this little pod, I see the wonders of the world; the constructions of man and the growth of nature. It is the very essence of beauty and it can turn the most stubborn frown upside down, even mine. It's the moment in time when time stops and you achieve a happiness high you'll be chasing for many years later. A happiness high..."
Eve trails off as she looks out to the city below. A small smile cracks her saddened face for but only a brief second before turning back to stone. Her gaze drifts away from the windows and looks down to the flooring, the only spot where a view of the outside doesn't exist.
"It's a high I've been chasing my whole life, much like anyone else. The difference however, between any other being on this planet and myself is that they're running after the happiness that has graced their presence once before... I'm still running to find mine. I've been searching harder than anyone else to find happiness but every time I believe I get a step closer to finally reaching it... it turns out to merely be a mirage; an illusion that slipped through my fingers once more. Even when I'm surrounded by happiness and the light shines from all directions, I'm still left in the dark."
Eve looks around, noticing the smiling faces of the others in their pods watching at the lights in awe. Hurt by the sight, she turns her head with her eyes beginning to water. She wipes away at her eyes, shaking her head as she keeps it bowed, not wanting anyone to see her in this state.
"No matter how many times I've tried, happiness evades me." Eve paused for a second. "It's proven I'm not suited for happiness yet I'm a fool to continue searching. I know I will never find happiness and yet, why do I keep looking? Is it because for the very first time in my life I just want to feel something? To achieve something truly spectacular that cannot be measured by a trophy? These are the questions I do not know the answer and I doubt I ever will find them. The answers to why I look for happiness are harder to find than looking for happiness itself... but this isn't what makes me angry inside. What makes me angry is how other people can push away happiness when they know its exact location... James..."
Eve's fingers begin fidgeting, rubbing each of her fingertips together in her palm as she anger starts consuming her thoughts.
"Yes you, James..." Eve sniffs heavily through her nose. "... it boggles my mind that someone with happiness staring them in the face can easily and willingly cast it aside. How can you deny yourself happiness when happiness wants to be with you? You have people who love and care for you, James, no matter how much pain you cause them. People like Mikey Stormrage & Chris K.O. who would open their arms to you and a loving family who wants nothing more than to see their husband or father in their lives... and you throw it all away? For what purpose? I've been searching all my life for someone who would genuinely call me their friend outside of business relations, let alone someone who'd wed me and become my other half for the rest of our lives. Even if I just had one friend, my life would be complete yet you have many and someone to love... and you don't want them?"
Eve starts clenching her fists and gritting her teeth. Her eyes flutter as she seethes on the inside just trying to understand it.
"At first glance James, you were just another competitor who ended up in my way. You won the Elite X championship on the same night that I become the number one contender to the very same title. Our paths were forced the cross for only this very reason and I'm sure you cared about me being your next challenger just as I cared about it... but being distanced from the only two people in this world who are the closest I've ever been to happiness fight against the people who want to provide you with that happiness makes me look at this title bout completely differently. I now do not view this match as a competition to determine who is the better fighter, it is a chance for me to beat the ever-living daylights out of the piece of shit human being you are, James."
She takes a deep breath and exhales in an orgasmic ecstasy. The smile creeps back on her face, thinking about what she is going to do to James Howard.
"I'm going to punch you in the face. I'm going to knee you in the stomach. I'm going to remove your knee from your leg with a simple kick. I'm going to do it over and over and over again until you realise that life without happiness is not a life worth living and you'll be begging for those who you've cast aside to return back to you... and then I'm going to beat you up some more for taking it for granted. I might not be able to achieve happiness James but I'm sure as hell not going to sit here and watch someone throw it away like its garbage."
"And what's worse is that you hold a material possession which temporarily masks the sadness and anger from my inability to achieve happiness... and yet, you don't seem to care about it as much as you should." Eve chuckles to herself. "As if I needed another reason to use your body as my own personal fashion runway..."
Eve stands up and goes over to the window, caressing the glass with her fingertips. She looks outside once more yet no smile appears on her face. Eve feels almost nothing as she continues to stare at the beautiful sight.
"Will beating you up give me some form of relief, James? Probably not. Will capturing the Elite X title grant me the fake temporary distraction just like my modelling career give me? Perhaps. Will doing my hardest to win the Lethal Lottery and propel myself to the World title match at Kingdom Come do me any favours? Only time will tell... but I do know one thing, James."
Eve looks out as her view of the city goes lower and lower ever so slowly as the London Eye begins to turn.
"After knowing I cannot achieve happiness, it is only downhill for me... and for those like yourself who disregard happiness like you do, I'm here to drag you down to the very bottom with me."
For the first time in what feels like forever, a genuine smile forms on the face of Eve as she ignores everything that happens outside, letting time pass her by.