Nothing in this world came easier to Eve Taylor than walking.
No matter what she did, Eve was always on her feet. Whether it be walking to school everyday in tattered shoes, working out on the unforgiving fields of her family's farm or elegantly displaying the latest dresses on the finest runways of Milan in the tightest high heels... Eve could never stop walking. It was agonizing at first, putting so much pressure on her joints in such harsh conditions but over time, Eve learned to deal with it. Even the mild arthritis she suffers now in her mid-twenties never truly bothered her. Eve didn't know if it was a high pain threshold she had developed over years of abuse or keeping an "always move forward" mentality even when things were looking grim. Whatever it was, Eve persevered and kept walking... but on this day, it was different.
Eve Taylor was struggling as she pushed up the mountain to the monastery. Sweat dripped profusely down her face as she took deep breath after deep breath with each step. The sun's rays and a lack of wind wasn't helping Eve, neither. Eve slowed down and look up at what's left, seeing the end in sight. It brought a wave of relief as she saw she had almost conquered the mountain and gave Eve a second wind.
"C'mon Eve!" Eve panted. "Just a few more steps!"
The difficulty of this hike should've been a piece of cake for Eve Taylor despite the luggage she was carrying on her back but this trek had almost bested her. Why? Had the years of constantly walking finally catch up to Eve? She looked down at her ankles and they were as perfect as usual; no swelling and no pain pulsating through her bones. She felt great physically... but why was she sweating? Why did she have a tight chest? Either way, Eve decided it be best to get to the entrance of the monastery.
With one final push, Eve collapsed on the wooden stairs. She let out a sigh of relief as she pulled out her water bottle, taking a quick sip before pouring the rest all over her to cool her body off. She switched out the empty bottle for her clean hand towel and wiped herself down before getting into a comfortable seated position and staring out, admiring the beautiful view. Eve had come very far to get to this point, not only today but in her life; symbolic of her journey, always climbing mountains to get to the top...
"Oh jeez..." Eve scoffed to herself. "No need to think of generic symbolism at a time like this."
She was right, Eve didn't climb this mountain to a monastery in preparation of her big match at Kingdom Come so she could reflect on her life's journey and become spiritually connected. Why would Eve waste her time on something as stupid as that? The only reason Eve came here was because this idiotic location of a monastery was the place where she could find her...
Eve grew impatient of her chest tightness and sweating not going away and acted on getting out of this place as soon as she could. She needed to find her whilst she still had the time.
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Eve spent the entire day searching the monastery looking for her but her efforts were all for naught. She checked everywhere of this terribly designed spiritual hole, even going as far as engaging with the local monks and asking them but they remained selfish to their beliefs and kept silence instead of helping a friendly damsel. Angered and tired by her failed attempts, Eve sat by the pond and splashed some water onto her face. She wanted to take a moment to recover before heading back down the mountain and flying back to Canada to prepare for Kingdom Come.
"Why did I even bother coming here?" Eve questioned herself. "I'm the Elite X champion and I've got the biggest match of my career coming up. I just wasted an entire day here - not to mention the travel time on flights - looking for someone when I could be back there training. Worst of all, now I won't have enough time to hand-pick a special outfit for the event!"
Eve threw her face into her hands, not believing the day she was having. It felt like the world was crumbling underneath her. She had completed no training for the match taking place half way across the world in a matter of days against her former friends for the only possession he had left in her life, the Elite X title. Eve just wanted to give up.
"Well... at least can't get any worse."
"Once you've hit rock bottom, it's only up from there."
"Exactly."
Slowly, Eve got to her feet and grabbed her things. It was time for her to head down before the darkness removed all her vision. If the walk up was anything to indicate then... wait, hold on a second. Eve remembered that voice; it sounded familiar. She turned around to see the person she had been searching for the entire day, sitting next to where she was at the pond.
"Aubrey?"
As she heard her name, Aubrey Sloan turned her head and looked at Eve directly. Eve couldn't believe what she saw and rubbed her eyes, checking to see if it really was her and not a mirage. Aubrey gave a weak smile back and instantly, Eve stood straight with a smile going from ear-to-ear. She dropped everything as she ran over to Aubrey and jumped at her, wrapping her arms around her and giving her the biggest hug she could.
"It really is you!" Eve cried out gleefully. "I knew you were here! I've been searching all day for you! I'm angry, I'm tired, I'm hungry and I've gone through all my rations in my search and I was about to give up but you're here! Oh... I feel so relieved."
Eve's temporary happiness faded quickly as she realised that her best friend wasn't hugging her back; she was merely sitting there absorbing it all. She let go and looked at Aubrey, checking to see if it was her timid nature keeping her from hugging back but the bodily & facial expressions suggested otherwise. Eve tried to keep her smile.
"Hey Aubrey! It's me, Eve Taylor." She reminded Aubrey. "Y'know... you're best friend... the model... Eve... hey, Aubrey?"
She didn't respond. Eve's tight chest returned and she could feel sweat beads coming through her pores. She began to breath a bit heavier as her smile faded.
"Aubrey? Won't you say something?"
Aubrey turned her head away for a second, thinking about something before looking back at Eve.
"Did you want something to eat?"
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Aubrey had led Eve to a small eating hall with only a few low tables in the room present. She had told Eve to sit down and wait as she went to prepare the food, leaving Eve by herself sitting cross-legged with all her luggage. Eve didn't take much notice of the decorations and designs in the room; she was too overwhelmed with seeing Aubrey once more and decided to go through her luggage, seeing which items she wanted to show Aubrey first. She felt like a kid in school for show and tell only this time others would be inclined to listen.
It wasn't too long before Aubrey came back, carrying a bowl of noodles and giving them to Eve. Delighted to see some source of sustenance, Eve grabbed the chop sticks and shoving her face full of food. Aubrey was a little taken back by Eve's eagerness, hesitating to sit down. Eve noticed this and placed the bowl down on the table, straightening herself up with an awkward smile.
"Sorry." She said. "I'm not usually like this. I'm just excited."
Aubrey gave a weak smile back and sat down cross-legged on the other side of the table, watching Eve eat at a much slower and normal rate. Eve noticed that Aubrey had no food in front of her.
"Where is your food?"
"You're eating it."
Eve stopped mid-slurp of a noodle as she heard the words. She looked down at the bowl to see that almost all of the food was nearly gone. Eve ate the last of the noodle in her mouth before putting the chop sticks down.
"Um... sorry. I didn't know..."
"Everything I have here I share with you, including my food."
Eve was touched. "Aw, that's sweet of you."
"Actually, those are the rules of the monastery. Any outsider you bring is in your care."
"Oh..." Eve said, not so touched. "Well, thank you either way. I didn't realise how long the trip was to see you but I'm glad I did it. Feels good to hang out with you again. Reminds me of the old times when we were rolling together back in WZCW. Ah, the fun we had. Oh!"
Eve just remembered something and pulled out her Elite X championship.
"I finally did it, Aubrey!" Eve said with excitement. "You remember when Constantine held the title and you & I tried our luck in getting this? Well, I finally won it. Not from Constantine though and the rules have changed a bit but I got it! Won it at the Lethal Lottery. I also won the Eurasian championship as well and became the first-ever female champion to win a title by herself... but I lost it to that thief Theron Daggershield who actually beat Constantine for the World title. I'm still not actually sure how I feel about that... I don't like neither man but who would I prefer-"
"Why are you here?" Aubrey asked bluntly, interrupting Eve.
Eve hesitated to answer, not exactly sure what Aubrey meant.
"Did you come all this way to tell me about your achievements?" Aubrey asked again bluntly.
"Um... I, er..."
Eve couldn't construct a sentence. It felt like the cat had got her tongue and shoved a frog down her throat for good measure. Trying to answer Aubrey's blunt questions and looking at her stern face wasn't doing any wonders, neither.
"It's been an entire year since we faced each other at Kingdom Come and this is the first time you've come into contact with me, being happy and cheery like nothing ever happened between us. You can't just turn up here on a moment's notice and expect me to reciprocate, Eve. You hurt me in more ways than one."
She wasn't wrong. Eve knew everything Aubrey said was right even though she didn't want to accept the past. She thought enough time had past that they could've talked like normal and return back to the days of old. Clearly, Eve assumed incorrectly.
"So if you're here to 'hang out' and 'meet up over coffee' then you're sadly mistaken."
"No, it's not that-"
"Then what is it, Eve? Why are you here?"
"I-I just..."
A wave of emotions ran through Eve and she couldn't control them, having all the haunting memories of what she did to Aubrey flood her mind. Everything she did to her best friend... she couldn't stand it.
"I just wanted to see what life was like if I chose you!" Eve shouted out.
Aubrey did not answer, taking what Eve said in. Eve covered her mouth, not meaning to yell her answer to the heavens. She took a few deep breaths to calm herself down before continuing.
"Everything I ever did you, I regret. Not a single day passes when I don't think of you and the friendship we had together. I tried to distract myself by focusing on winning championships and being dedicated to the success of Cerberus but all of that didn't do anything. My thoughts kept drifting towards you... and everything I did to distract myself has come around to bite me on the backside with Cerberus no longer together. I lost myself in my success and the friends I thought I had in Flex Mussel & Ramparte have turned against me over the very thing I won to help me deal with the loss of you. I know hindsight is 20/20 and you cannot change the past but believe me when I say that if I had to the option to choose once more, there would be no doubt in my mind that I would've chosen you over Cerberus! If I knew choosing Cerberus meant losing you then they would've never been an option."
Aubrey sat silent for a few seconds as Eve waited for her to respond, hoping it would be enough to satisfy Aubrey's queries.
"Choosing me over Cerberus would've also led to you not winning the Eurasian nor Elite X championship and breaking records as a female competitor. Would you be prepared to face without that success?"
Eve was a little confused by the question. "I could've won the championships if I picked you."
Aubrey shook her head. "You said it yourself, Eve. Picking Cerberus and abandoning me gave the drive and the determination in honing your craft enough to win those championships. Removing me from the picture despite your feelings for me meant you wanted to perserve no matter the cost. What would've happened if you picked me and were content? Would you have won those titles?"
No words came out of Eve's mouth even though she wanted to answer.
"We may not be friends any more Eve but I know enough about you to tell you what you are as a person. You're driven on success; everything you've done in your life you chose to achieve the highest success possible. You were the top model and now strive to become the top wrestler. You say it was a distraction when ultimately, it is all you've really ever wanted. How many friends have you made in your lifetime, Eve? Really, how many genuine friends? Other than me?"
Eve counted to herself and when she found the answer, she understood.
"None."
"Exactly. You chose Flex Mussel & Ramparte over me not because you wanted to expand your social circle. You chose them because you knew it would lead to more success and having me tag along - the girl scared of Western culture - would've only slowed you down. Who needs friends when you've got enough fame, money & glory you can buy fake friends who compliment you on everything you do? It's all you ever wanted, right? Success and attention? Why else would you choose a career in modelling? Why else did you choose to side alongside two other people who are just as self-absorbed as you?"
If this were any other person on the planet, Eve would've gotten angered enough to jump across the table and gouge out their eyes with the chop sticks she used to eat her last meal. These words tore a hole through her heart and all she wanted to do was tear through the person speaking those words as well, just to make sure they knew the pain she was feeling... but this was Aubrey Sloan, the only person in the entire world she could honestly call a friend. Even though Aubrey didn't feel that way, Eve respected her enough to keep calm and take it all in. Instead, she lowered her head slightly and looked into the bowl of noodles.
"When did you get so good at reading people?" Eve joked, trying to diffuse the situation.
"I'm not the only one who spent days on end thinking about what happened." Aubrey replied, ignoring the lighthearted attempt of Eve. "The difference between you and I is that I haven't all that much to do here to keep me distracted. At least you've got a championship to defend."
Eve looked down at her championship. As much as she wanted to stay here and resolve everything with Aubrey, she had to get focused on being the very best she could be as a champion... wow, Aubrey was right, wasn't she? Even when Aubrey told Eve the truth, she fell back into her old ways almost immediately. Success over friendship. Eve felt like a sucker.
"I can get rid of this title and come back here to work things out!" Eve said, desperately.
"Then what was the point of destroying our friendship and experiencing the partnership with Cerberus?" Aubrey replied. "Look... I'm not sure if I'll ever forgive you for what you did to me and how you hurt me but at least let the destruction of our friendship mean something to you. If our friendship can't last, then at least we can be happy for the other, right?"
Eve lifted her head up and looked at Aubrey.
"Are you happy?"
This time, it was Aubrey who could not answer. She tried looking at Eve but instead opted to look away, focusing on something else.
"I don't know what else to tell you, Aubrey. I'm truly sorry for everything that has happened and I hope that one day, we can get back to the place where we once were but until that day, you've given me words to live by. I'm going to use our broken friendship to continue fueling the fire inside me to attain the success and attention I strive for and make it to the very top. I sacrificed more than any person normally would to earn this Elite X championship and I'm going to go out there and defend it with every fiber of my being. As much as it pains me to go against people who I thought were my friends and have history repeat itself as I destroy another friendship at Kingdom Come, I will stand up and fight Flex Mussel & Rampare in the middle of the ring and keep this title around my waist. If Cerberus was destroyed all because of this championship and the success it brings then I might as well carry an extra burden on my back to continue representing this championship."
"That's not exactly what I mean..."
"No, it isn't but as you said, I sacrificed our friendship for this title. If I can somehow channel your energy through this title and somehow believe you can live vicarious through this strap of gold then that's enough for me to keep on fighting for happiness, a prize I've been seeking for my entire life. The closest thing to that happiness was living a life as your companion... but if I can't have that and the next closest thing is to defend this championship in your honour, then I will give up everything - including being the Third Head of Cerberus, the most successful faction in WZCW history - to do so.
"It may not be what you want Aubrey but that's how my life has to pan out. Everything Flex Mussel & I have been through, all the teenage love that floated in the air when we locked eyes and the personal feelings we developed for each other has to be thrown out the window. Everything Ramparte & I have been through with our love of beauty and preventing each other from drowning in a pool of self-wallowing whenever we were left alone has to go, too. Everything the three of us accomplished together as an unstoppable unit must no longer be allowed to function... because that's how my life has to pan out. I have to throw the life I knew with Cerberus to successfully defend this title and become one step closer to happiness. As much as I don't want to lose yet another person - let alone two - I have to do it for my own happiness. If Flex & Ramparte were at any point my true friends, they'd understand if I beat them at Kingdom Come and defend my title to find my own happiness, right? You're happy for me so why shouldn't they?"
The question remained unanswered between the two girls. Aubrey didn't really have the answer but more importantly, she wanted Eve to find out the answer for herself. This was Eve's life after all and not her's, she couldn't provide all the answers for Eve and somehow, this same thought crossed the mind of Eve as well. Eve did not persist for an answer and left the question rhetorical, leaving both of them silent for a minute to let all the feelings and words be taken in properly.
"The sun is setting." Aubrey notices, breaking the silence. "Maybe it's time you should head off. You don't want to be caught up here when its dark."
Eve nodded. "Sounds like a great idea."
Eve got up and readied her things. The food and the small rest gave Eve enough energy to head back down the mountain. Luckily, the tightness in her chest and sweat had subsided after her talk with Aubrey so the trek down wouldn't be difficult at all. She grabbed her luggage and put it on her back, looking at Aubrey as she goes to say goodbye.
"Well... this isn't exactly how I planned things to go but it was great seeing you again. Maybe this won't be the last time?"
As Eve goes to turn around, Aubrey grabs the hand of Eve.
"Eve..."
Eve's heart begins pounding as she turns around, holding the hand of Aubrey.
"Live your life they way you wish and then, when you are ready to try this friendship once more, come back to me. Okay?"
Aubrey held Eve's hand tight as she said that final word. Eve was frozen in place, staring into the eyes of Aubrey. Seeing how she couldn't respond, Aubrey let go and took the silence as a response. It took Eve a couple of seconds to find her bearings before adjusting the Elite X championship across her shoulder & turning around to leave. As she gets to the door, she stops and turns her head slightly looking at the ground.
"Wish me luck."
"I will."
With that, Eve went outside and headed down towards the track feeling refreshed and rejuvenated. Although Eve was about to walk straight into the pits of hell to take on two of her former allies for the Elite X championship, she knew she was about to embark on a journey to find that happiness she once thought she'd never find again. No matter where she ventured, she knew that if she could keep ahold of the Elite X title or at the very worst, pursue after it, she could get one step closer to happiness. The journey was going to be arduous and long but luckily for her...
... Nothing in this world came easier to Eve Taylor than walking.