I'm not normally one to post this kind of gumbo; but is it just me, or does this guy seem unnaturally likable for a young professional wrestler?
On his condition and new job: Health wise, I feel Im pretty close to 100 percent. Im still doing rehab on my neck. I rehab 3 times a day. As for a job, I was wanting to come back and wrestle but my neck still has some issues, bumping and everything like that, so as of now Im doing marketing and production for TNA, Im backstage now.
On whether hell be able to return to the ring: Yeah, I think so, eventually. I think right now theyre just concerned on all the miles on my neck. If I was coming back right now for a one time deal it might not be that big an issue but to go back on the road full time would just be too tough on my neck right now. Its only been about a year and a month now since I broke my neck.
On the support he received from fans: I was extremely surprised. I remember when I first got to the hospital I told Dixie Carter that I dont want everyone to forget about me since I wasnt on TV that long and then instantly, within 2 days, my twitter went from around 1,500 people to around 12,000 people. It was cool to see everything blow up like that. But of course I was paralyzed at the time so I wasnt really using my hands to tweet a whole lot.
On the night of his injury: The move, I dont even remember exactly how it happened or what happened, I just remember I turned around and I see Zema do the moonsault and it looked like he was overshooting so I stuck my hands up to block and clearly that didnt happen. I felt the knee hit me in the head and I blacked out at the time and then referee Brian Stiffler rolled out and checked on me, said, hey, you alright? At first, I felt like I was fine, well then in my head Im telling myself to push myself up just to get up and I look over and my wrists are completely bent in and nothings moving. Then I remember Stiffler rolled back out and he was like, hey, you know Im going to count you out, you have to get up, and I said, I cant move, Im paralyzed.
On Zema reaching out: Well it was really weird because him and I were really good friends before the incident. We had actually roomed together a lot and after the incident I didnt hear from him really at all for probably 6 months. Didnt hear a word and it was really weird because me and the guy were pretty decent friends and we both came in to TNA about the same time and he was one person, of course, I expected to hear from and never got a call or a text or anything. I think he might have come by the hospital one time but never really heard from him at all. It was weird because I did the X Division PPV in June or July and that was the first time I had even seen him since it happened. He came up, shook my hand like nothing had ever really happened and I remember for a while I was wondering should I reach out to this guy because I was hearing from people in the business that I didnt even know, guys that arent even in this company, maybe I should just wait on him. It was just weird because we were friends and I was getting calls and texts from all sorts of people, I made so many friends in this business because of my injury, but I at least expected a hey bro, how you doing? If you need anything let me know. Just something. And I remember I was so heated at him for a long time and then when I went to do the X Division PPV he shook my hand and I was just like, whatever, Ill let it go. And we didnt really talk that day and then I think it was a week later he wound up working with my friend Dakota Darsow and had a long talk with Dakota about how he was worried about everything and I guess it was just one of those deals where he didnt really know what to say to me. So then at that point we got on the phone and talked about it. I told him, I wasnt mad at you at all, its wrestling, it could happen to anybody. I said, I just wanted to feel like you cared, and obviously he did care a lot. He was like, man, I just thought you instantly hated me, I could of killed you, and all this stuff. Then we completely squashed everything and it was just a total big misunderstanding. He really did care but he didnt know how to reach out and I didnt know how to reach out. But as of now, were great. Were still boys.
On his recovery: My poor mom, she loves wrestling and shes not a huge fan of me doing it because shes seen Ive blown my knee out, Ive separated shoulders, everything like that and I would usually call her after all the TNA events and let her know Im OK. She was watching the PPV when it happened and she was sitting there with my little brother and my grandma and shes like, o no, its probably just part of the show, hes fine, and then I remember Dixie called her up from my cell phone so she thought it was me calling and Dixie told her they had me in the ambulance and taking me to the hospital. Well then I remember I got to the hospital and thats the only thing I wanted to do. I was like, just let me call my mom. They had to completely stabilize me and they finally got on the phone with her and told her he probably wont make it through the night. So they flew her out first class. They thought I wasnt going to survive because I broke my C1, my C2 and then I herniated my C5 and C6, but the C1 is like a ring at the top of your skull and it controls all of your range of motion and they said normally what happens is that bone will snap inward and itll sever all the nerves there which controls your breathing, controls the blood pumping to your brain, everything, and somehow mine went in, hit my spinal cord and bounced back out. So by some miracle that happened but like they said, I had to be completely stabilized, I couldnt move at all that day or that night when I was in the hospital just because any slight movement could cause that bone to go in. So they sedated me for the night and then when I woke up my mom was there and she told me, she was like, they said youre not going to move again, because I couldnt feel anything from the neck down. They were like, youre not going to move again and it was funny because I always ate so clean and my mom brought me Wendys and shes like feeding me this milkshake and thats when she decides to drop the news on me. I was like, you just ruined all this. But yeah, they told me I would never move again and then it was almost two days later I moved. They had just come in to talk to me about how things are going to be and I could already move my hands. I didnt have a lot of feeling but I could move them. Then within about an hour I could feel my feet and everything was coming back and they sent a physical therapist in to work with me and she helped me get out of bed and to the door of the room. Then I walked down this long hallway by myself. Like this 20 foot hallway just by myself.
On getting back into shape: It was weird because anytime I told the story nobody believes that I broke my neck. Then I tell them how serious it was and theyre like theres no way you broke your neck. I think I just never really stopped training which in the long run might have affected me a little bit, but I remember being at home in my neck brace and I started losing a bunch of weight so I would do pushups and stuff at home. I had a stationary bike I would ride. I was sitting there in my recliner and I had these 10 pound dumbbells; I was sitting there just doing curls and just sitting around watching wrestling. I guess I never really quit training so I didnt really lose a whole lot.
On Dixie Carter and TNAs support: Dixie has, out of everybody, probably been the most amazing. Shes totally taken care of me. When she was in the hospital with me she was just like a mom. She was there before my mom was and was just there telling me everythings going to be ok and totally took care of me. I mean, she was there from the time I got hurt, she was holding my hand right after I got paralyzed. Dixie has been absolutely amazing. Totally taken care of me and its cool because still to this day some people are like, are you going to wrestle? Are you not? Dixie always tells me, I know youre going to wrestle again. I know its going to happen. So shes been very positive. So has everyone else at TNA. All the boys, theyre like, I cant wait till you come back and wrestle, even if we dont know I can. Its been really cool. Everybodys been very supportive, which was cool because I hadnt been in TNA that long and I was just always a shy kid so I didnt make a whole lot of friends while I was at TNA. I had the guys I hung out with but it was cool because I got really close to a lot of people after this happened.
On working with TNA as a non-wrestler: Its getting easier, a little bit. My first night doing production was really rough. I hadnt been around TNA, I stayed away from it and for a while, like right after I got hurt I would watch the product, I would watch as much wrestling as I could because all I thought about was getting back and how soon can I be back. Then I think it was probably 2-3 months down the road, because I spent 3 and a half months in a neck brace and sleeping in a recliner, and I just completely gave up on wrestling. I was like, Im done with that. I didnt watch the product for a while. Then I went down to TNA and I was standing in the back with Dixie and just watching all the boys get ready and going over everything, I was like, man, thats what I want to be doing. It was weird seeing all the guys go do their thing and like I feel fine but I just cant. Theres just no telling what could happen. Doctors said it could be one slam; it could be a thousand before my neck gives out again.
On what he would do if he never wrestles again: Ive been told by doctors a million times over again now, when they see what I do, I remember my first orthopedic surgeon I guess he thought I did high school wrestling and at my 6 month mark he was like, if thats what you do youre fine, you can go back. I was like, I dont think you know how this happened. I showed him some videos and he was like, whoa, you cant do that. Theres no way your body can take that. And then every doctor Ive seen so far is like theres no way, its just not going to happen. My mom is totally supportive of it. Shes like, if you can make it through being paralyzed, you can more than go back. I see a good career going here in production; everythings going good. I like it. Im learning more and Im really happy that I have the opportunity to do it but I think wrestling-wise, thats what I want to do. Im 23, so I still have that young fire and want to go. And thats the thing; all the older guys are like, man, its not worth it. All the older guys they want to stop wrestling and get an office job like I have now. I think it was like my fourth day in ICU, I was laying there and I had seen so many people. I really had not even maybe said hi to Kurt Angle, I was just intimidated by him and then my mom comes in and says, you have another visitor. I was like, please, just send him home, do whatever with him, and Kurt spent his own money and flew down from Pennsylvania just to see me. I had never even really talked to him, I just said hi and respected him and that was it, and he sat there and talked to me for like an hour just about how I was going to get better, how I was going to get a big push when I come back. I remember I was just laying there; I was like, Kurt, Im stuck in a neck brace. This is not going to happen. And he yelled at me like he was my dad. He was like, you know what? You can lay here on your ass and feel sorry for yourself, thats not going to get you back in the ring, thats not going to make you walk. So he motivated me to get up and actually do it. I was supposed to spend like 2 weeks in the hospital and I left in 5 days. So I got out of there pretty quick. ICU was not fun, so I had to get out of there. And the food was terrible.
