HBK-aholic
Shawn Michaels ❤
My body either decides it doesn't fucking want to let me sleep, or it wants to wake me up crying an hour after I do eventually sleep. I don't even have the energy anymore it should all just go away. And I thought if I let everything go through my mind and the pain to drag me under it'd eventually have to stop but somehow it gets stronger until you can hardly breathe and would do anything to stop it. Then you have to pretend everything's okay for everyone else and act normal when all you want to do is crawl away and you have to remember whats important enough not to do that but that takes more energy until you just have none left and writing it here doesn't help but I'm doing it anyway because I don't know what else to do or say.
