Hey everyone... So, I don't usually get much of a chance to speak to everyone here too much, and I don't like to come to the world with my problems. However, tonight I come to you, not as Tenta, or The Tenta, or a nWZo member, nor as the JTMFTG guy. No, tonight, I come to you all as Billy, a man who is not very strong, admittedly, nor very brave.
For those of you that have kept up with me over the past month, you know that my mother is sick, and there's no too much medicine is doing to help her. Those of you that know my past also know that my father passed away at an early age, and that my mother means the world to me. I have made the decision to drive down from Boston to Atlanta once more, and have decided to stay there for the rest of my summer. Thankfully, school does not start for a while, at least until Labor Day, so I'm no longer missing actual school time. But the time has come for me to make what's most important in my life priority number one. I have to be there for my mother, if indeed this is the twilight of her life. It pains me to even fucking write that now, but I have to accept what may be inevitable. Naturally, I won't be able to spend nearly as much time on these forums as I used to. I plan on devoting all of my time and energy to my mother, to at least do my best to give her some happy times. Sadly, I'm pretty sure that means I'll be sacrificing a lot of time on these forums... Perhaps, well, all of the time I'd spent on the forums. Now, I will be back, though I'm not sure when. I'll be back, I assure you, when I'm fully at peace, and when I feel as though I've done enough to help my mother. I've told Miss Tenta last night... We hung out one last night together, just her and I, for I'm not sure when I'll be back in Boston. I feel really good about this woman, but at this time, it's not really fair to limit her on my schedule, and what I must do. She says she'll wait, but I want her to be happy. This is all I really want of her.
Words can't describe how much I love these forums. You all have done so much for me, to provide friendship and comraderie the likes of which I don't get often. You all have broken me out of my shell so much... I feel I owe so much to you all. I hate to get sappy like this, but I have do share a couple of feelings to a few folks.
X- Thank you for everything. Not only do I consider myself a follower of your word, I consider you a friend. When I needed someone to talk about this situation with, you were right there to help me so much, man. I can't tell you how much it meant to me that you were there man. Thank you for everything, buddy. I swear, we will go get that beer some day. I'm going to make a point of it.
Doc and Dave- You two have been such great friends to me. Thank you for the glorious ride, folks. Dave, you'll still be getting letters from me, don't worry. And Doc, when I do start up that Facebook, you will know, first and foremost, out of everyone. You two are such good friends to me, and I consider you nothing less then outstanding friends
48.7 and Razor- Ah, kindred spirits amongst me. Razor, you and I are likened souls to the college world. We think alike, and we're very philosophical. More than anything else, I consider you a friend, and a great one at that. 48.7, though you are young in age, you are still wise in knowledge, and mature in soul. I have a feeling you're going to grow to be a terrific human being, man. Thank you for your friendship.
NorCal- Thank you. You always give me such great advice, and are able to help me out of most jams. You are a wise soul, and though you may not like to admit it, you have a heart of gold, man. I wish more people were like you in this world, man. I really do.
KB- You are the man I model my posts after. Thank you, man. I've also come to learn you are a terrific human being. Thank you for your words of wisdom. When I do sign on, it will be merely to look at your History reviews, and to watch greatness.
Lariat, Savage- I'm going to miss you two wacky bastards. You all are some fun ass dudes, and it's a pleasure to know you boys. Thank you for the memories.
FTS- Thank you for everything, man. I consider you one of my absolute favorite posters. You are a great man, and believe me, I'm going to miss the Cigar Lounge, indeed
Ty- I promise, one of these days, I'll post more in the Hip Hop Thread
Congrats on being a new father man. I'm proud of you.
To the nWZo- You all have so much fucking potential, it's amazing. All of you can become terrific posters. Follow X, Savage, and the like.... They will guide you. Hardymark, Steve, Paradox, just keep posting your brains out, boys. And keep this nWZo thing alive. I want to see this thing at the top of the Bar Room when I get back, ya hear me? Don't let it go, keep on hustling. You all have the potential. Follow it up, boys
Alas, I'll be back, in due time. I can't predict when or where I'll return. If someone wants to do the JTMFTG, I'm fully supportive of it. Though I'd love it to be a committee of posters, all of whom do their posts in the JTMFTG. It's really up to you all to decide, really. But some day, I'll be back, and promise, you'll get the same Tenta you always had.
Alas, I leave yo folks on a sappy note, giving a song that I personally love, and was what I thought of during the entire drive up. I hope you enjoy it... I personally love it. Good night, folks. I promise, I'll be back soon.
nWZo 4 Lyfe!
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For those of you that have kept up with me over the past month, you know that my mother is sick, and there's no too much medicine is doing to help her. Those of you that know my past also know that my father passed away at an early age, and that my mother means the world to me. I have made the decision to drive down from Boston to Atlanta once more, and have decided to stay there for the rest of my summer. Thankfully, school does not start for a while, at least until Labor Day, so I'm no longer missing actual school time. But the time has come for me to make what's most important in my life priority number one. I have to be there for my mother, if indeed this is the twilight of her life. It pains me to even fucking write that now, but I have to accept what may be inevitable. Naturally, I won't be able to spend nearly as much time on these forums as I used to. I plan on devoting all of my time and energy to my mother, to at least do my best to give her some happy times. Sadly, I'm pretty sure that means I'll be sacrificing a lot of time on these forums... Perhaps, well, all of the time I'd spent on the forums. Now, I will be back, though I'm not sure when. I'll be back, I assure you, when I'm fully at peace, and when I feel as though I've done enough to help my mother. I've told Miss Tenta last night... We hung out one last night together, just her and I, for I'm not sure when I'll be back in Boston. I feel really good about this woman, but at this time, it's not really fair to limit her on my schedule, and what I must do. She says she'll wait, but I want her to be happy. This is all I really want of her.
Words can't describe how much I love these forums. You all have done so much for me, to provide friendship and comraderie the likes of which I don't get often. You all have broken me out of my shell so much... I feel I owe so much to you all. I hate to get sappy like this, but I have do share a couple of feelings to a few folks.
X- Thank you for everything. Not only do I consider myself a follower of your word, I consider you a friend. When I needed someone to talk about this situation with, you were right there to help me so much, man. I can't tell you how much it meant to me that you were there man. Thank you for everything, buddy. I swear, we will go get that beer some day. I'm going to make a point of it.
Doc and Dave- You two have been such great friends to me. Thank you for the glorious ride, folks. Dave, you'll still be getting letters from me, don't worry. And Doc, when I do start up that Facebook, you will know, first and foremost, out of everyone. You two are such good friends to me, and I consider you nothing less then outstanding friends
48.7 and Razor- Ah, kindred spirits amongst me. Razor, you and I are likened souls to the college world. We think alike, and we're very philosophical. More than anything else, I consider you a friend, and a great one at that. 48.7, though you are young in age, you are still wise in knowledge, and mature in soul. I have a feeling you're going to grow to be a terrific human being, man. Thank you for your friendship.
NorCal- Thank you. You always give me such great advice, and are able to help me out of most jams. You are a wise soul, and though you may not like to admit it, you have a heart of gold, man. I wish more people were like you in this world, man. I really do.
KB- You are the man I model my posts after. Thank you, man. I've also come to learn you are a terrific human being. Thank you for your words of wisdom. When I do sign on, it will be merely to look at your History reviews, and to watch greatness.
Lariat, Savage- I'm going to miss you two wacky bastards. You all are some fun ass dudes, and it's a pleasure to know you boys. Thank you for the memories.
FTS- Thank you for everything, man. I consider you one of my absolute favorite posters. You are a great man, and believe me, I'm going to miss the Cigar Lounge, indeed
Ty- I promise, one of these days, I'll post more in the Hip Hop Thread
Congrats on being a new father man. I'm proud of you.To the nWZo- You all have so much fucking potential, it's amazing. All of you can become terrific posters. Follow X, Savage, and the like.... They will guide you. Hardymark, Steve, Paradox, just keep posting your brains out, boys. And keep this nWZo thing alive. I want to see this thing at the top of the Bar Room when I get back, ya hear me? Don't let it go, keep on hustling. You all have the potential. Follow it up, boys
Alas, I'll be back, in due time. I can't predict when or where I'll return. If someone wants to do the JTMFTG, I'm fully supportive of it. Though I'd love it to be a committee of posters, all of whom do their posts in the JTMFTG. It's really up to you all to decide, really. But some day, I'll be back, and promise, you'll get the same Tenta you always had.
Alas, I leave yo folks on a sappy note, giving a song that I personally love, and was what I thought of during the entire drive up. I hope you enjoy it... I personally love it. Good night, folks. I promise, I'll be back soon.
nWZo 4 Lyfe!
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