At the age of 35 I can honestly say ABSOLUTELY NOT! The only form of love If you want to call it that, that I believe in is love of family. Sadly some people don't even have that! Everybody has they're own opinion of love. Some people who constantly get laid will say hell yeah love is real. Some people who can't get laid 24-7 will more then likely say love is not real. I guess I fall under the second category myself. There is some self centered delusional rainbow people who think they're shit doesn't stink and firmly believe in love. I myself think Love should be removed and deleted from all dictionary's. It's a fantasy type word that belongs in fantasy world.
I would never say I have had a rough life. I would however say that I have been discriminated stereotyped and had my heart ripped out thrown on a hot fire many times over. I always seem to attract the worse fucking people on the planet. I never break any hearts or win anyone's heart. I am not an ass ugly looking person either so go figure. I tried going to Christian church with the hope of being around healthy people. Instead I ended up surrounded by a bunch of gold digger hypocrites. Then I had to deal with people passing judgment on me for no apparent reason. Race, gender and all those factors also play huge parts in the obtaining of love.
Now to answer your questions and comments. There is no chance in hell I would ever consider marriage. Until someone decides to fix all of today's twisted laws it's not happening. Back to love I think people think sex is love. Sex is in no way shape or form love. In reality all that is as already stated "random mix of hormones and chemicals" yes yes. Lately my blood runs colder then ice so I don't feel love much these days. I'm pretty sure it shows on my face and I could care less. I'm happier these days which of course I doubt that shows on my face. A lifetime of scars are not easy to remove.
Now as far as fantasy soulmates go major LULZ! I'm not touching that topic sorry no can do pffffft! To quote you "run around the 60 mile radius of your house for a few years until you find someone who hates all the same things that you hate?" That just made my day that's so fucking true! Money plays a huge factor these days when the term love is used. Sex & money are not love so let's not BS each other. I can't stress enough when I say how skull fucked people are in these days. If love were real it would need to be unconditional. if you want unconditional love our best bet is to buy a Dog. Anyways in the end these are my final thoughts.
"human kindness, compassion, and affection" I've never been experienced those things from people. Nor have I ever had the pleasure of receiving anything like that. I can imagine how bitter I must be coming off. Truth be told no matter how much pain and heartbreak I have experienced. Nobody on this shit hole of a plant is anything like me. I'm consider myself the sweetest most kind hearted battered soul walking the earth. I'm just dealing with my own demons nowadays. If what I have shared and expressed is reason to crucify me then by all means go head.
Good luck and best wishes to you Mantaur Rodeo Clown cheers!