The more I think about it, the less I care about how it happened. I just care about it happening. I can think of any excuse in the book, but at the end of the day, I failed. Sure, Mark used a chair. But as a long standing veteran of this profession, I have to ask. Why the fuck did I not do it first? What supernatural force stopped me from using something so commonplace in wrestling? A sense of morality? Sometimes it doesn't matter how many years you wrestle. You let emotions guide you into a wall. Learning to guide those emotions is something you never permanently learn.
*****
At Gold Rush
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Swinging doors swing hard as a beaten Matt Tastic drags his humiliated carcass to the back. Mark Keaton has advanced to King For A Day at the 10th Anniversary Show. Matt has been left out. And he knows what that means. A reporter from the local press approaches Matt, microphone in hand and asks him. A short, skinny, pale man with a rather nasally voice.
Reporter: Mr. Tastic. Mr. Tastic. I must ask you after this recent encounter. Your return to action on Pay-Per-View. You've lost. Since returning from Kingdom Come and at Kingdom Come, you've only managed to obtain one victory. What is your mindset right now? Is it possible that-
Matt stops walking and turns to the reporter. Not pleased at all. He stares holes through him.
Matt: What's possible? Retirement? That I lost my edge? Don't sugarcoat your words. Be straight with me.
Reporter: Well...... Are you contemplating retirement?
Matt: Fuck off.
Matt shoves the reporter, knocking him down before walking away. Some people come to aid the reporter and help him up.
Aid #1: I'm so sorry, sir. He's not normally like that.
Aid #2: He's always such a nice, good guy. I didn't expect him to be a jerk like that.
Reporter: It's fine. I get it. He's frustrated.
Matt is seen off in the distance and flips chairs away, displaying said frustration.
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Matt gets into his locker room and checks his phone and see's tons of messages.
"Hey, amigo. You were screwed. As your friend, I should've been there to help as a friend."
"Ay 'mijo. I hope you're doing good after that."
"Dude, we're the goat go?"
"Amigo, please answer the phone."
Matt just tosses the phone against the wall, breaking it.
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Later
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It is the office of WZCW oficials with Kenneth Banks sitting in his desk and Becky Serra across as they speak.
Banks: So we got, Alhazred, Big Will, Steamboat Ricky, Gordito, Saboteur, all these guys for the show. It's gonna be great.
Serra: Yeah. This feels like it will be a very special night. Some of the current roster guys won't be able to wrestle sadly, but they seem to be happy to just sit back and watch the older guys have one night back for old time's sake.
**Knock Knock**
Someone is at the door and the two oficials look at each other. Serra sighs as Banks looks at her seriously.
Serra: Come in!
Matt Tastic comes in, somber. Clutching a towel over his shoulders and slowly makes his way inside. Serra has him sit down on a chair.
Banks: Mr. Tastic. Rough night I take it.
Matt doesn't bother looking at either of them, just looking to the side. An awkward silence fills the room as the two stare at Matt waiting a response that's obviously not coming.
Serra: Well. We asked you to come here for several things. See, things about you have us worried lately.
Matt continues to seemingly not paying attention. Serra looks on exasperated and Banks waves at Serra to continue.
Serra: Yes. Well. The thing is we've had an issue with your performances lately. Basically, we're not pleased Matt. Before Kingdom Come we understood you were burned out. We gave you time out to recover and rest. You'd been performing for so long with no time off we thought it was only fair. That when you came back, you'd be back into form. But you haven't.
Matt sneers but stil ignores her.
Serra: Matt, we kind of expect a bit more from the most decorated wrestler we have. As such, I have a bit of bad news.
Matt finally turns his eyes towards Becky.
Serra: You're off the Anniversary card. I have nothing for you right now. We don't have an opponent with most guys on the active roster choosing to take the night to watch the veterans.
Matt snarls at that statement. Thinking to himself.
Matt (thinking):
So you're telling me I'm being left off the 10 anniversary of WZCW. That no one cared for the idea of wrestling me. Well. Fuck them.
Matt gets up and tries to walk away. Serra and Banks look at each other surprised but Serra's not done.
Serra: Matt! Stop! Aren't you going to say anything? Talk, tell us what's wrong or anything?
Matt stops and turns around. He seems about to talk but thinks about it. He seems about to leave but the phone rings and Banks answers it. He doesn't speak to whoever talks but he tells Matt to stay as he hangs up.
Banks: So it's come to my attention that you shoved someone in the local press. Matt, what the hell is wrong with you? That's grounds for a lawsuit. Matt, you're lucky that the reporter isn't pressing charges. Otherwise-
Matt: Otherwise what, Banks? You gonna fire me? Fuck off.
Matt leaves, slamming the door behind him and leaving Serra and Banks surprised with his attitude.
Matt said nothing because as mad as he is about being left off the 10th Anniversary Card, it's his own fault. He's underperformed and knows it, so he has no choice but to swallow his anger.
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Later
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Matt sits in the locker room. All packed up and ready to head out but as he gets up to leave, Becky Serra walks in. Matt seems a bit shocked seeing its the men's locker room.
Matt: You can't be-
Serra: Like you, I don't care about it. Matt, what's wrong with you? Shoving random people isn't your thing. Are you frustrated? Please, if anything is causing you to misstep, tell me. What's bothering you, Matt? I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong?
Matt just crosses his arms and says nothing. His eyes, avoiding eye contact with her. He senses her concern, but what can he say? Nothing has really prevented him or caused him to underperform. He just has.
Serra: I hated the idea of letting you out of our 10th Anniversary. So we got a new guy who accepted the match with you. It's not much as far as being impactful, but being realistic, you've made a career out of scraps. I know you can bounce back because you've done it to stick it to me. So when I saw you slam that door earlier, it gave me confidence and let me know that you know what's wrong and want to fix it. Your opponent's name is Sparx. He's a Greek Showman.
That just stumped Matt.
Matt: A....... A what?
Serra: A showman. From Greece. His description reads "he would be considered a Mexican luchadore for his aerial capabilities but has mixed in some high impact moves". I figure an actual Latino would see what's wrong with that.
Matt: Yeah. That doesn't make a lick of sense. Why would "Mexican" describe a Greek wrestler? *sigh* Don't hold your breath for a thank you, Serra. I was just planning to sit the show out. But you gave me an opponent. I'll just let my frustrations out on him.
Serra: If anyone can make an impact, it's you. Just don't hurt people you aren't supposed to hurt.
Matt: Serra, don't tell me what to fucking do. I know who I am and I know what I'm supposed to do. OK? Now get the hell out of here. It's the male locker room.
And so, Matt sets off to the 10th Anniversary Show. Matt was there for 7 of those years. He's been through highs. He has to get out of the lows now. Before he teeters off.